Sierra " I'm sorry you are not pregnant. And I'm afraid it will be difficult for you to ever get pregnant." Those words resonated with my mind over and over without letting up. They sounded unbelievable but those words repeatedly going through my mind like a broken record made it feel real. This has to be the severest blow I have ever received in my life. I must have done many horrible things to be punished like this. I was never big on babies but I wanted one for Dominic and me. I would have tolerated all the pain and endured everything that comes with Parenthood for us. Now the choice of having children has been stripped away from me. I ended up in a club drinking my sorrows away. I wanted to numb the pain I was feeling inside. I felt as if my heart was being ripped apart to the last

