ROANNE. She came over today. The lady Grayson is allegedly engaged to. They told us all to come out for dinner and I almost declined. But if I did, they'd think I'm still hung up on Grayson, and I'm not. So, I decided to just come out. Now, here I am, on their unnecessarily large dining table, that has a spinning middle by the way, dressed in a tank top and jeans, while Grayson is in a suit and the she in question, is in a glittering grey dress, make-up done perfectly. She is gorgeous. Gotta give a girl her flowers. It's just- she's a snob. She can't even pick up the spoon and put peas on her plate herself. The guy with her does everything for her. It's so ugh to watch. You're judging. The thought slices in. A thought I once factored into my mind, to control myself, b

