AMELIA
My eyes are wide open in the pitch-black room, and only the faint glow of the moon pierces through the balcony doors.
I'm not okay, but I'm trying to be. Cam's presence always solves things in my head, but as much as I want to say lying next to him, in his arms heals me, it doesn't.
My heart hurts so much that it might burst. This kind of heartbreak doesn't just go away after the good s*x that you crave; at that euphoric moment, it might be forgotten, but immediately after coming down from the momentary ecstasy, that lingering pain awaits you. Jake has been a constant in my life since before I was a teen; he's a part of my family, someone I cling to. Seeing him have no empathy for my feelings hurts so much.
How could he hurt me to this extent? He didn't just break up with me li
