Ryder's P.O.V Life, surprisingly, has been great. I admit that I do wish I could see Gabi more, since we returned back home. I miss her, more than I should, which scares me. I'm starting to get attached to her, get used to her. That should be good, but for me, it's not. My line of work is dangerous and unpredictable. One day I could be completely fine and the next, I could have a bullet in my chest. My world is dangerous and now I've dragged Gabi into it. She's too sweet, too innocence for such things, like killing. It's apart of the job description and I'm sure she has inkling that I'm a killer but I don't think she wants to admit it to herself. I like her a lot and now that we've gotten more... intimate it's just increased the electricity between us. When I'm at work I constan

