Freedom

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The air in Madrid was different, smug with the scent of jasmine, old stone, and the suffocating weight of tradition. Long before the glass towers of California, Camila lived in a world where everything was perfect but unreal. And every emotional door was shut tight. Her father was quite old fashioned, a native of Ibiza who had seen the island’s potential before the rest of the world. He had bought land when it was dirt and sold it when it became diamonds, using the fortune to establish a jewelry empire in Madrid. But while he dealt in sparkling gems, his daughter was in the dark. "A daughter of this family will be a reflection of it's honor," her mother would say every morning, her voice rigid. Camila was never allowed to bring friends home. She was never allowed to talk to boys. Her life was a scheduled loop of school, church, and the jewelry shop. She felt like a bird with clipped wings, watching the sky through the bars of a very expensive cage. Her parents weren't poor; they were comfortably wealthy, hovering between the upper-middle class and the elite. But that wealth felt like a weight. After high school, while other girls were planning their futures, Camila’s mother was planning her wedding to a man ten years older, chosen for his decent family and his bank account. "I won't do it," Camila had whispered one night at dinner. The silence that followed was deafening. Her father didn't look up from his plate. Her mother simply set down her wine glass with a sharp clink. "You will do what is best for the family, Camila," her father finally said, his voice quiet and terrifying. "You are a woman. You do not work. You wait for your husband to provide." That was the night she knew she didn't belong in this type of life . Camila started sneaking out. She learned how to climb down the trellis of her balcony, her heart racing with the fear of being caught. It was during one of these desperate escapes into the Madrid night that she met Valentina. Valentina was everything Camila’s parents hated: she clubbed, she did drugs, and she changed boyfriends like she changed her shoes. But Valentina was the only person who looked at Camila and saw a person instead of a possession. "They’re gaslighting you, Cami," Valentina said one night as they sat on the steps of a dark plaza. "They want you to think you're nothing without them. But you’re ambitious. You have a spark. Don't let them put it out." "I want to leave," Camila confessed, her voice trembling. "I want to go to America. I want to be free." Valentina laughed, a sad, dry sound. "I’m not ambitious enough to survive the real world, Cami. But you? You’re different. Go. Don't look back." I believe in you. That was the most beautiful thing a person had said to her. Lexzy was her first boyfriend, a boy Valentina had introduced her to. He was hot, beautiful, and completely wrong for her, which made him perfect for a girl trying to burn down her own life. With him, she had her first s*x . It was a wild, passionate encounter that made her feel like she owned her body for the first time . Whenever they made love it seemed like she was swimming free for the first time in her life. She didn't know that the freedom she found with Lexzy was the beginning of the troubles that was coming . But there was a double life to maintain. Camila had taken a job at a local boutique, telling her parents she was volunteering for extra tutoring to improve her academic standing. She thought she was being clever, but her father was a man who made his living by noticing the smallest flaws in a diamond. He knew she was working. One evening, while Camila was helping her mother set the table, the tension finally snapped. Her mother had been complaining about Camila’s distracted nature, demanding she spend more time learning the domestic arts. "Leave her be, Maria," her father said, not looking up from his newspaper.” It is a phase. The girl wants to feel the weight of her own coins for a moment. It is better she works a little job now and gets this 'independence' out of her system before she settles down with a husband. Do not pressure her; she will grow out of it and realize her place is here." Camila froze,He didn't see her ambition as a fire; he saw it as a temporary itch. He thought her dreams were a "phase." That realization hurt more than a thousand no's. It fueled her. It made her apply for the Yale scholarship. She worked, she saved, and she went out with Valentina and Lexzy, all while her father watched with a patronizing, silent smile, waiting for her to grow up. But when the email finally arrived,the one that said she had been accepted into Yale University with a full ride, the smile on her father’s face vanished. The "phase" had become a a reality. "You think because I allowed you to play at being a worker that you can disobey the rules of this house?" he roared that night, the jewelry mogul finally showing the iron teeth beneath the coated smiles. "A woman is meant to be feminine! She stays! She waits! You will not go to America to become a commoner!" That night, Camila realized her father’s "kindness" was just a longer leash. And she was done being a dog.
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