Fabian When I thought about myself, the word romantic didn't come to mind at all. Maybe if I were to be fair and just in my own self analysis, the word romantic would be synonymous with my name and whole whopping two times out of one hundred. That was even giving it the benefit of doubt, every other day though, I was not romantic, it wasn't in my blood or genes, that was probably why the relationship I had with Ara failed as woefully as it did, it didn't last very long and we both were hurt at the end. I had a relationship with Ara, a very s****l one, it was short, but I had to admit that it was quite fiery for that short period of time, but that was it, it wasn't meant to last for long or become a full marriage, some of my friends said I was a coward, but i was just doing what was goin

