Ara
Our flight to Maldives was filled with a myriad of feelings for me. For one, I was struggling with guilt, especially about Fabian's declaration to me. I was happy when he said it, but even then, I knew that it would be so difficult to just accept it as it was. I wanted and needed to forgive Fabian, but I was still feeling bad. The pain that he caused me wouldn't just disappear, no matter how much I wished it would. I would just have to deal with it.
It was getting much easier, though, to forget all that happened in our past and just live together happily, like we had no fears and nothing holding us back.
The flight was like that. We held hands almost throughout the journey, and we even took quirky pictures and kissed a few times. After Fabian and I got married the first time, there
