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Ara
I remember listening to a song. How can you miss someone you've never met? I need you more, but I don’t know you yet.
That was exactly the feelings that were assuaging me. I was tired, I was in pain. I was grieving like a huge part of my body and soul had been taken away, but the truth was that I didn't even know I was pregnant. Before I left the house that day, I had absolutely no idea that I was pregnant. I didn't even know when the operation took place; I was unconscious. Even when I woke up, I had no idea that I lost a child, or that I had even conceived a second child. Even then, maybe because of that, I felt broken when Fabian told me.
It felt like I was robbed of the knowledge of this child. I remembered that I was so very happy when I found out I was pregnant with Willia
