68 Ara I felt like I was floating. I felt like cotton candy. Was this what dying felt like? It felt very comfortable. I didn't feel any pain at all. All in feeling when my eyes were open was pain, pain so much that it made me feel faint. I could no longer keep my eyes open. I remembered what had happened before I closed my eyes. It was the paramedics. They rushed to the scene, and finally it felt like I could have some rest after so much pain and trauma. I wanted to sleep so badly, just like I slept after I hit my head. I remembered telling them about Fabian. I wanted to see him. If only I could see him, then I would feel better. "Fabian, where is he? Please bring him." I was afraid for him. I was afraid that Quincy would hurt him. I remembered thinking that they didn't know his name.

