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Space was not as easy as I thought, and maybe that was good because it meant that I really loved Fabian, and I couldn't bear to be away from him, or that was really very awkward and annoying these days. I was always seeing Fabian, and I would have the strong urge to go hug him or hold his hand. The need wasn't even very s****l, but it was there nevertheless, and I didn't know how to deal with it.
Work was helping, and I was actually just being shown around the house for now, and I didn't hate the job. I liked helping around, though I wasn't sure that was what I wanted to do with my life just yet. I was taking every day as it came, and maybe that was good, but not necessarily, especially at that point. And then there was William. He might be four years old, but it was clear that he sa
