Ara I let out my own scream as I held my hands against my baby. I hugged him so tight. I could feel hot tears gush out of my eyes. It felt like an eternity since I had the opportunity to be with my child. "William," I cried as I held even tighter as I felt afraid to let go. It was almost like he would disappear if I were not holding him. "I missed you, Mama," Liam said. "I missed you too, baby boy," I replied to him. I did miss him a lot during this time, but the feeling I had holding on to him after so long was something very different. It felt like I would die if I ever did something like that again, if I didn't have contact with my baby. It seemed like we held each other for the longest time, in the reception of the daycare. "You both should have a seat okay," Tricia said after

