Chapter 4: The Reunion That Wasn’t Home
It finally happened, after years of waiting… hoping… trying again—
They made it.
Admission.
All three of them.
Same university.
Same time.
When the news came, it felt unreal.
“WE DID IT!!!” Nadia screamed over the phone.
Marcos laughed loudly.
“Finally! See suffering before glory!”
Amaya smiled.
“We’re going,” she said softly.
Everything they had waited for…
Was finally in front of them.
At first, it felt like everything was fixed.
They walked across campus together. Shared meals. Laughed like nothing had changed.
“See us now,” Nadia said one afternoon. “University students.”
“After all these years… we finally made it,” Marcos added.
Amaya looked at them.
For the first time in a long while—
She felt at peace.
Maybe it was worth it.
But slowly…
Things began to shift.
It started with schedules.
Amaya’s course was demanding.
Labs. Practicals. Long hours.
Some days, she barely had time to breathe.
Meanwhile, Nadia and Marcos—
Same faculty.
Closer schedules.
More time together.
At first, it didn’t mean anything.
“Amaya is probably busy,” Nadia would say.
“She’ll understand,” Marcos added.
And she did.
At least… she tried to.
One evening, Amaya rushed out of the lab, exhausted but hopeful.
She checked her phone.
No messages.
She opened their chat.
“We’re at the cafeteria.”
2 hours ago.
She stood still.
Then typed:
“I just finished. Are you guys still there?”
No reply.
She walked there anyway.
From a distance, she saw them—
Nadia and Marcos.
Laughing. Eating. Comfortable.
Like she wasn’t missing.
Amaya paused.
Her chest tightened.
She almost walked up to them.
But she didn’t.
Later that night—
“Sorry, we left early,” Nadia said casually.
“It’s okay,” Amaya replied.
But it wasn’t.
Days passed.
And it kept happening.
Plans without her.
Moments without her.
Not intentionally.
But consistently.
Amaya tried.
She texted. Called. Showed up when she could.
But every time…
It felt forced.
Like she was no longer part of something she helped build.
One night in the hostel—
“Did you eat?” Amaya asked.
“Yeah, with Marcos,” Nadia replied.
Silence.
And in that moment…
Amaya understood.
She was no longer at the center.
She had become…
An option.
Weeks passed.
The gap widened.
One evening, she finally spoke.
“You guys don’t invite me anymore.”
Nadia frowned.
“What do you mean?”
“You go out… make plans… I just find out later.”
Marcos shrugged.
“We thought you were busy.”
“I’m not always busy,” Amaya said softly.
Silence.
“You know how your course is,” Nadia added. “We didn’t want to disturb you.”
Disturb.
That word stayed with her.
“Okay,” she said.
But something inside her shifted.
Maybe she was trying too hard.
Maybe she was too attached.
Or maybe…
They had already learned how to live without her.
And she didn’t know how to fit back in.