My sister's boyfriend

Chapter sixteen - She is the one

Ben's POV:

This party was crazy. I don't have enough words to describe what happened. Everything was fine until I met this girl, Bella. She turned my world upside down in seconds. I didn't feel like that when I met Chloe and Annie. The girl didn't do anything, but it was enough for me to make me feel good. I wanted to kiss her at the party, but she might think I was drunk. Only one option left me. I took her out. We went to her dorm. Mostly, I wanted to talk with her. She seemed nice. Also, I understood that she was Zoe's roommate. That is interesting. Now, I know where to find her. It was supposed to be a talk. Well, it ended with a make-out. I drank a bit, but I wasn't drunk. I knew what I was doing. She too. The next day, I spent time with her as well. I invited her on a date. It was an experimental one. Luckily, things ended well. This means we can have another one. I still haven't told her when it will be. The thing is that I'm not sure if I have to do it. I don't want the same thing to happen again. I thought I liked Annie and Chloe. It turned out that wasn't true. Bella already had a boyfriend. I can't be like him. She deserves someone who will love her with her whole heart. If I am not this person, I better stay away from her. Maybe I need to talk with Zoe about that. She is her friend and might help me with my problem. It's better if I stay away from girls. Otherwise, I might end up hurting someone. That is the last thing I want to happen. I hope that things with Bella will be different because she deserves it.

I need to tell Bella when our second date will be. She texted me yesterday, but I still haven't answered her. The thing is that I'm confused. I don't want to mix the feelings of love and missing someone. I would love to talk with my mom about that, but I can't. We still don't speak to each other. I'm not saying it's something good. Maybe I have to take the first step and call them. We haven't talked for months. Before, we used to be close. Things changed when I went to university.

I woke up but didn't get out of bed. I took my phone and texted Zoe. Luckily, she was awake. I want to talk with her before I respond to Bella. That's why I invited Zoe for breakfast. She told me that Bella was still sleeping, which was good. It's better if she doesn't know about this. My roommate is in bed as well. I carefully got up and went to get ready. Then I went out and waited for Zoe. She came after ten minutes. Both of us went to the nearest restaurant. We sat down and ordered our food. It was here in half an hour.

- For what do you want us to talk about? - Zoe asked

- Bella.

- She told me that there would be a second date.

- That is true. The problem is that I don't know when it has to be.

- I don't understand.

- I'm not sure if I like her. I don't want the same thing to happen again.

- You mean with Annie and Chloe?

- Yes. She deserves to be with someone who truly loves her.

- It doesn't hurt to try.

- I don't want to hurt her. She already had a boyfriend. I can't be like him.

- You are not like him. From what she told me, you are much better.

- That is because she likes me. I'm not that good.

- I think you are. She doesn't need to tell me anything to know it.

- You believe it, too?

- Yes, I do. Ben, don't think so low of yourself. You are a good person.

- But I might not be what she needs.

- Do you know what she needs?

- No, I don't.

- Then why do you think you are not the one? You can't say anything when you don't know the truth. Talk with Bella and tell her how you feel. I'm sure that she will understand.

- That's what I hope.

- Trust me. You will have luck with her. Tell her that you want another date today.

- Should I?

- Yes. It will make her happy. Also, you have to say something. She keeps waiting for your response.

- Ok, ok. I will text her.

- Good. Should we eat now? I'm hungry.

- Me too. The food might be cold.

- Who cares? I will still eat it.

I talked with Zoe during my breakfast. Maybe she is right. I should invite Bella to another date. On the way back to the university, I texted her. Hopefully, she is awake.

Hey, Bella. Are you free tonight?

Yes, I am. Why?

I want to have another date with you. Will you go out with me?

I would love to.

Thanks.

If you want, we can spend the day together.

I had some plans for the day, but I will cancel them.

No, don't do it. We'll go out tonight.

Honestly, I would like to spend more time with you.

Really?

Yes. Go and get ready. You have an hour.

I better hurry then :D

I'll see you soon.

Me too.

I walked back to my dorm and saw Cole on his phone. I bet he is texting Zoe. That is because she answered his messages while we were walking. I wonder when he will admit the obvious. He is in love with her. The problem is that she wants to keep things friendly. She will give in. After all, I know my best friend.

- Leave her alone.

- Who?

- Zoe. I know you are texting her.

- No, I'm not.

- Man, I saw the messages on her phone.

- How?

- We went for breakfast.

- What?

- Relax. I only wanted to talk with her about Bella.

- What did you decide?

- I will spend the day with her. We'll go out after an hour.

- Great. Where will you take her?

- I have no idea. I might let her decide this. It will be easier for me.

- You can't let her do everything.

- This is my problem.

- If you say so.

I talked with Cole until it was time for me to go out. Bella was already waiting for me. I should say that she looks cute. I let her lead for now. We walked to one store, but she told me to wait for her outside. I have no idea what she has planned. Well, I will do what she says. Soon, she came out. I asked her what she had bought, but there was no answer. We kept walking until it was lunchtime. I took her to a restaurant. We spent an hour and a half there.

- Where do you want us to go now?

- I checked one place online. In the images, it looks pretty.

- Ok, then. We can go there.

- Really?

- Yes. Today, I'll do whatever you say.

- Why? I want both of us to have fun.

- We do. I promise.

- If you say so.

- It's true.

- Can I ask you something?

- Sure.

- Why did you want to go out with me?

- Because I promised you.

- If you don't like me, that is fine. I won't get mad at you.

- No, it's not that.

- Won't you tell me?

- It's nothing important. You will get bored.

- I won't.

- Let's go to that place. We can talk there.

- You can trust me. I won't tell anyone. All I want is to help you.

- You can't. No one can.

- Why are you so sure?

- Because I know it. Look, I don't want to ruin your mood.

- Ok, then. We'll go there.

- Thanks.

Bella and I walked to that place. It was like a park but with many flowers and benches. I saw other people as well. There is a booth for flowers. I put a dollar in the box and took a rose. Then I gave it to Bella. I don't know if I want to talk about my parents. I mean, with her. She will understand, but she can't do anything. Also, this is supposed to be a date. I can't talk about my problems now. We sat down, and she looked at me. There is no escaping. I'm sure she won't give up until I tell her everything. It can't be that bad. After all, I told Annie and Chloe. She deserves to know, too.

- I'm listening.

- I have problems with my parents. We haven't talked for months.

- Why?

- They don't like what I study.

- But that should be your choice.

- Yes, but they can't agree with it, especially my mom.

- She should be the person who will support you the most.

- It's not like that.

- Can I do something to help?

- No, you can't.

- Does this have something to do with our date?

- Maybe.

- Like what?

- Something similar happened to me when I met Chloe and Annie. They told me that I didn't like any of them. According to them, my problem is that I miss my parents.

- Ok, but where do I fit into this?

- I was afraid that this might be the case again. I didn't want to disappoint you.

- You won't disappoint me. Cam already did it. You are better than him.

- That was your ex-boyfriend, right?

- Yes, exactly. You can't disappoint me. I have already seen everything.

- If you say so.

- I can suggest something.

- Which is?

- To try and see what happens. I don't mind having you as a friend.

- But you want something else.

- If I hadn't, I wouldn't have done that after the party.

- I don't want to hurt you.

- You won't. I know what I'm doing. I'm not drunk. - she said, chuckling

- I can see that.

- Listen to your heart. It always knows the answers to everything.

- What if it's confused and doesn't know what to do?

- That is your brain, not your heart. There is a song called The Heart Wants What It Wants. I think you might know it. So, answer me. I need to know one thing. You should be honest, ok? What does your heart want?

- I don't know.

- Yes, you do. Hey, I won't get mad at you. I don't care if you are with me or with someone else. I still want what is best for you.

- Why? We barely know each other.

- Because I am built like that. I always want what is best for people.

- He made a mistake leaving such a good girl.

- Thanks, but that way was better. It was visible that things weren't working.

- How did you move on?

- I started thinking about the future. What will I do when I come here? Will I have friends? This helps.

- Now, you do.

- Yes, I do. That is more than enough for me. You were a sweet bonus. - she said, and I laughed

- I'm glad you think this way.

- Always listen to your heart if you want to go the right way. It's never wrong.

- I think I know what I want.

- What is it?

I didn't say anything and kissed her. I think this time it's real. I might have been confused with Annie and Chloe, but now I'm not. It's like she is a different person. Bella has something that other girls don't. She always believes that every person is good. The fact that she treats them this way is enough. I pulled away and looked at her. She didn't say anything, but her eyes gave her away. They always speak the truth. We stayed here until it was time for dinner. This time, I let her choose the place.

- I want us to eat here. The food is delicious. - she said as we sat down

- No problem.

- Did you choose? - the waiter asked

- Yes. I want chicken tenders with rice. Also, a bottle of water. - Bella said

- For me, meatballs in white sauce. Make the waters two.

- Anything else?

- No, that's it.

- I'll be back. - the waiter said and left

- Thank you for today. I liked it a lot.

- We didn't do much.

- It doesn't matter. I don't need a date on the Moon.

- I can't give you that, even if you want it.

- I hope that things will work out.

- Don't worry. I will make sure this happens.

- Thanks. It means a lot.

Bella and I ate our dinner peacefully. I didn't expect to fall for a girl so quickly after what happened with Annie and Chloe. Well, I'm glad that it happened. I have met many girls, but none of them is like Bella. She is too good for me. I have to do everything possible so she won't be disappointed. Otherwise, I will never forgive myself. She deserves to be with someone who will love her with all his heart. I don't know if I am that person, but I will try my best. Bella deserves this more than anyone else. I want us to try and see how long we can be together. I hope that I won't make a mistake.