I haven't seen anyone for two days. My heart hurts but the rest of me is completely numb. It's probably for the best, I think if I could feel it would be too much to bear.
Some queen I am. I should be strong and fearless but all I am is weak and lacking. Why Luna picked my soul for this monumental task I do not know.
Michael and Ben have left me alone at my request, but my friends have phoned and text, I've ignored them all. Grayson has tried everything but breaking down the front door to enter, yesterday he climbed up the drain pipe to get into my room. Luckily I've kept the window locked despite the summer humidity. I can't see him until it's time. I have to build up some walls, convince him of my indifference, even if it is a lie. He cannot see how I really feel. For his own good.
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