I walked into my apartment and deeply sighed with a small smile on my face. I couldn't keep it off and it's frustrating me. Kind of. I threw my bags onto the ground and walked into my room. As I entered a flopped down on my bed. When I woke up this morning Reena wasn't there. She texted me and told me she had some business to take care of and told me that the yet will be ready by 8. I was a little disappointed that I didn't get to ride back with her but I tried and not let it affect me. I knew deep down that this wasn't going anywhere but I still had my hopes. But as always, I barry those hopes down until they leave me. Yesterday was amazing and to me and I knew she felt the same. For the first time in my life, I actually felt safe. I didn't think about our situation, I didn't worry abo

