Knight had been wrought with worry and distress the whole time. Although their relationship was not so new and Blane getting emotional and moody, it is foreign to him. While Knight understood Blane's reasons for wanting to spend his first heat alone, it had still hurt. Usually, when Blane was in his heat, he would cling into the alpha but now, it's not the same as it was. He let it just slip because maybe Blane wanted to be alone but he still can't help but to think what if Blane was fine without him.
The alpha hadn't mentioned it in the following weeks. As Blane's second heat had approached, Knight had grown restless. He wanted to help Blane through his heat more than anything, but he didn't want to push Blane into anything he wasn't ready for. Clearly, that had been the wrong choice in
