***Trigger warning***
Ethan
Ever since I kicked Sawyer out of my house, I've been irascible and lashing out at everyone around me.
I haven't seen her since that day. I am back to burying myself in work and avoiding any family gatherings where she might be present.
According to the information I got from Trevor, she is still “working downtown” which is code for “she still sleeps in the mornings and struggles with nightmares”.
I don't understand why the nightmares haven't completely gone away. I released her from our arrangement. Maybe I wasn't clear enough when I kicked her out?
No… No, I won't take responsibility for whatever she's going through now. I'm no longer responsible for her nightmares.
I take a deep breath and try to calm my racing thoughts.
Deep down, I know that I'm th
