“It's almost time for dinner, Jean,let me go downstairs so I’ll tell the chef the kind of meal to prepare. You would join us at the dining table tonight too, right?,” my mom asked me as she stood up from my bed and began to place her slide into her feet properly.
“Yes mom, I’m fine with dad now, I have absolutely no reason to eat separately,whenever the food is ready just ask one of them to come call me and also I’ll be coming to check up on you from time to time.” I said as I reached for my thick duvet and used it to cover my body comfortably in bed.
“Okay baby,” my Mom replied happily then headed outside my room and closed my door behind her.
The joy that my mom felt in her heart was extremely impossible for her to hide, she just kept smiling sheepishly.
I’m now extremely happy that lines are falling into places for me, my plans will eventually fall into implementation for me, I’m happy, I’m happy that even though my family is so messed up and I’m going to be getting married to someone against my own wish, at least I can still get to decide who take away my virginity, Zayn doesn’t deserve it, afterall he is marrying me because of some deal, not because he likes or feels anything for me.
I really can’t wait to surprise him, as much as I want to tell him my plans, I’ll just keep it all to myself and look for a way to deceive my dad and make him trust me enough to grant me permission to step out for a few minutes.
I can’t wait to see the love of my life. Sometimes I just sit and wonder how lucky I am to have Peter in my life. He means a lot to me. I love how he loves me and how he seeks my opinion first before taking most decisions. My eyes are so tired of looking through my room over and over again. I really hate being restricted to leave the house, it seems like I’m in some prison yard or probably worse.
My dad is happy that I have finally decided to see reasons why zayn is the best option for me, he has no idea of my plan, nobody does!, I needs to make sure I look much more happier during dinner tonight so my dad will be forced to believe that I’m totally happy and no longer angry if not for anything, just so that this barn can be lifted and I’ll be able to go out and visit the love of my life, it might be the last time I’ll ever set my eyes on him but I don’t care, I will forever hold onto every moments we have shared together even after I get married to Zayn.
“Yes come in!” I said in a soft tone as I heard the soft thrust of knocks on my door.
“Food is ready ma’am, mom asked me to call you,” she said as she opened the door and took two steps forward.
“Alright, I’d be right behind you, Thankyou!” I exclaimed as I smiled at her and she turned and closed my door then headed back downstairs.
I stood up and went to my wardrobe, I undressed immediately and used my cologne and sprays then I changed into a playsuit, I took my phone from the bed and headed downstairs immediately.
I walked fast as I went down the stairs as I knew that my parents would be waiting for me to come join them before they commenced eating.
My dad used to be a very sweet father, when I was a kid, my dad does everything to please me, anytime I become sad for no reason, he would pet me and make sure he gets me whatever I ask for, I’m a spoilt big baby and it’s because of my dad, he showered me and and mom with whatever we needed without giving it a second thought.
My father sees me and my mom as his top priority and our provider. He never allows us to stress ourselves or overwork ourselves to do anything that it would be possible for him to solve with money, my father is very rich and he spoils his family to the brim.
“Here comes my baby!” My dad said as he sighted me walking down the stairs and I smiled softly.
I went close to the spot left specially for me beside my dad and I sat down comfortably.
“I really love your collection, you smell really sweet!” My dad said as he brought his face closer to my body and sniffed slowly.
“Cut it out dad!” I said as I burst out into laughter and he laughed out loud too, it’s really impossible to hate my dad totally, no matter that he is currently forcing me to go against my wish, the sweet memories that we have shared together just keeps popping in my brain, I love my dad so much, I really do not hate him, I’m just mad at the fact that he doesn’t mind jeopardizing my happiness for the success of his mafia group and I wonder why he feels zayn is the best man for me as he keeps on repeating this, I’m ready to get married to him like my dad wants, but I’ll look for a way to see Peter for the last time and bid him farewell, I’m going to bid him the sweetest goodbye ever, I’d be giving him my virginity and nothing would make me tell my mom or anyone about this because I know whoever I tell will definitely talk me out of it and I’m not ready to listen to anyone.
“Let’s eat!” Dad said and we all started eating immediately , dad is the head of the family, mom is a very soft woman, she is not interested in dragging dad’s position with him, she is a very quiet woman that loves her husband with all her heart.
We all ate and I munched on my chicken, I have accepted fate and I’m just living life anyhow it comes or should I say anyhow my father wants it.
My phone started vibrating and it was on the table, my eyes settled on the screen and I saw “baby!” That’s Peter calling me right now? No! This is wrong timing, if my dad gets to know that I still talk to Peter, it means my plans would go down the drain, reach for my phone quickly and place it on my lap.
“Who’s calling you, take your call or do you want to ignore it?” Dad asked as he stared directly into my face, I’m not much of a liar, I almost flopped but I remembered that I’m doing this for the love of my life so I smiled immediately so as not to make anything suspicious, “it’s my friend from school dad, she probably wants to ask me why she hasn’t been seeing me in class,i refused to reach out to her or anybody because it’s kind of embarrassing to say that I’m grounded,” I said and my dad smiled and nodded, it’s means he believes me! I’m so happy!!
Mom on the other hand already has anxiety written all over her face as she saw the name that was written on the screen of my phone clearly when he was calling,she tried to force a smile on her face after she was relieved that I found a smooth a way out of this without getting into any form of trouble with my dad.
I’m laughing so hard Inside if me right now because my mom is such a baby! I looked at her and smiled at her as I ate, I immediately used my left hand to put my phone ringer to silent so Incase Peter tries to call again it would not ring out.
I’m now currently regretting bringing my phone down here, I should have just left it back on the shelf in my room, this phone almost ruined the trust and relationship that I’m trying to build back with my father.
I felt tasty and immediately stretched my arm to reach for the jug of water that was at the center of the table but my hand couldn’t reach it, “here you go darling!” My dad said as took the jug up and poured me a cup full of water and passed it to me.
“Thanks dad!” I exclaimed happily as I smiled sheepishly and collected the water from him and drank two mouthfuls and dropped the rest in front of me .
I’m feeling so elated right now because I know that if I continue being a sweet daughter like this for a few more days, my dad would be forced to eventually lift the barn or trust me enough to grant me permission to leave the house for a moment without his security team. I’m going to make sure all I plan on doing goes so smoothly that he and mom never gets to find out, after all it’s my body and my viagina so it’s my choice to give it to whoever I decide to give it to, I know how deserves it, it’s Peter and I’ll definitely give it to him.
Mom coughed and used her hand to tap her chest gently, “oh my! Are you okay mom? Be careful please!” I exclaimed and dad stood up swiftly and walked towards mom and gave her a cup of water and she drank.
“Are you okay babe? Be careful please!” Dad said to my mom as he tapped her chest gently.
“I’m fine now! Thank You!!!” Mom said as she stared into her husband’s eyes and smiled. I looked at the sweet display of love that both of them just did and I smiled happily, I’m glad! I hope my daughter will be able to look at me and my husband like this sometime in the future but it's impossible, sigh!.