“How and why would you refuse to eat with me, when did you start these silly attitudes of not eating alone without your parents,” my dad said as he barged into my room without knocking, I stared at him with so much anger in my heart, I really wish I was born into some other family and I have a different father, I don’t care if he is not as buoyant as my dad financially, so far I’ll be happy and also be able to make some vital decisions in my life, so far I will not be treated as some bait, so far I won’t be grounded because I was adamant to heed to whatever he wants, so far he will not want to trade my happiness for the success of whatever deal.
“I’m sorry dad, I just felt headache that’s why I wanted to eat alone,” I said as I moved closer to my dad , I heard my mom running towards my room, she definitely knows what her husband is capable of whenever he gets angry, I decided to smile at him and pretend just so that I can find a way to leave this house for a while, I already know it’s extremely impossible to totally go against my father’s wish but at least I need to see Peter, I really need to see him to let him take my Virginity, he is the man for me, he is the one that loves me genuinely and not zayn so he definitely deserves this virginity and I’m going to give it to him.
“Dad just ask them to come take this back downstairs, let’s go,” I said as I smiled and summoned the courage to hold his hand and surprisingly he held my hand back and smiled at me then we walked out of the room together.
My dad is definitely happy now that it looks like I have finally accepted to do his willl and get married fo zanyn, he feels I have finally accepted fate and I’m going back to the jean he used fo know but the truth is that I have really accepted that I have no other choice but to marry zayn but at least I don’t want him to be the one to take my virginity, I’m so sure he doesn’t feel a thing for me, he just wants to marry me because of a stupid deal that he wants to grant my dad.
“Go get her food and take it downstairs immediately,” my dad said to the chef that was standing right beside my mom, they both ran up the stairs after my dad to probably stop my dad from getting infuriated up to the point of hitting me but they were definitely extremely surprised to see us in this state, my mom’s jaw literally dropped as she saw me and dad holding hands and walking out of my room.
“Okay sir,” the chef said then she rushed to my room, my mom smiled sheepishly then turned and headed back downstairs, I can definitely read her mind right now, I know what is going through her mind, she is so happy to see her husband and daughter in this state, she is happy that we have reconciled and we are back to having the sweet father to daughter relationship that we used to have when I was still a kid.
I remember vividly watching my mom smile and extremely joyous anytime my dad helps me out with my homework when I was in nursery, it is my mom’s greatest joy to see me in a happy and
loving state with my dad.
“Seat right beside me dear,” my dad said as he held out the chair for me and I smiled sheepishly and sat down, my dad definitely loves me so much but he just loves his mafia group more, or should I say he is always after the success of his mafia group and he doesn’t mind jeopardizing his daughter’s happiness for that and that exactly what is getting me so pissed like why on earth will a man be after the success of his mafia group to that extent, his group means the world to him.
My mom sat down too and she was definitely happy, her face was gleaming of joy, she was happy that her daughter has now any comreconsiled with her husband, of course it’s always a mother’s joy to see her family in a happy state and not full of unnecessary ruckus.
I have accepted my faith, I will get married to zayn and do whatever he wants but I just need him to trust me some more, to trust me enough to be able to grant me permission to leave the house for a few moments without his security team, i really need to see Peter, I want us to see and we would definitely, i wouldn’t tell him a thing about this plan of mine but I will make sure I try to achieve this with all my might just as I am smiling at my dad when deep down in my heart I’m really mad at him for making me go through stress and emotional distress all because of a useless deal.
The chef came back down the stairs and dropped my full tray of food right beside me, I opened the food and started munching on it immediately, as I ate I ll my eyes locked with my mom’s eyes for a moment, she felt so happy from within, she munched on her food with so much gladness in her heart and it was so so impossible for her to hide it.
“Are you enjoying your meal jean? Hope you don’t have any complaints?” My dad asked me as he faced me and stared into my eyes.
“No dad, I don’t have any complaints, it’s very nice and I’m enjoying it!” I said as I smiled at him and continued my meal.
I would continue this pretense happiness act for a while,I really need my dad to completely believe that I’m fine and good with being married off to zayn, my heart yearns for Peter, I love him and I love the fact that even in this awful situation he still hung unto me, he still texts and calls me am regularly,the love he has for me didn't decrease one bit even though he knows that it’s impossible for us to get married as I can’t go against my father’s wish, he and my mom has been a shoulder to lean on and I wouldn’t ever take their love for granted.
“Jean, you are now okay with getting married to zayn?” My dad finally asked me the question that has definitely been popping in his head since he saw me walk up to him and grip his hands.
“Yes dad, I’m good with that plan and I won’t go against your wish, I would not go against your wish, I’m sorry for not agreeing at first, I was too surprised and being childish too,” i said to my dad as I looked at him pitifully and winked at him and explained carefully, i definitely have a first class degree in having natural skills of acting drama, deep down in my heart I’m so pained but I’m doing all this for Peter, I’m doing this for the love I have for him and I’m not going to tell my mom about this.
“That’s my girl! I knew you would get to like zayn! He is the right man for you, he would do all in his power to protect,care for you and make you happy, don’t think he is a stone hearted man because he is the leader of a mafia group, that’s a lie, he would care for you okay?” My dad said as he tried to assure me that zayn is a good man and smiled gently nodded then we continued our meal.