Married To The Mafia Lord

Chapter 7

The weather felt so cool this early Wednesday morning,I opened up my window to look at the beautiful sky since all I could do now was stare from my room window. Since I tried to escape from the house I’ve been grounded and barred from stepping out of the house.

I’m forced to stay home and my only limit is to step out of the compound, it’s impossible to try to run away again because my dad doubled his security for my sake and they have their eyes on me, they are always watching me every move.

It’s so tiring to be the daughter of a rich mafia lord, I’m not allowed to make certain decisions myself and fall in love with whoever my heart yearns for, the only advantage of being my dad’s daughter is that his is rich and can afford to get me whatever lifestyle of my choice, unfortunately there is more to life than just Luxury.

Peter called me yesterday night before I fell asleep, he has gotten to know that i would be getting married to zayn soon, he is so sad but at this point in time, it looks like we both have no choice, I told him how I felt, how it’s him I actually love and how this whole marriage is just something I mist do by force for my father, Peter definitely still loves me too, of course it would be impossible for any man to just lose feeling for whom they claim to love at the slightest inconvenience and I’m sure Peter’s love for me is immeasurable.

If it’s possible for Peter to face my father, I’m sure he would be that within a blink, he loves me so much and he is ready to do anything to keep me as his baby forever but I wouldn’t want that, I wouldn’t want Peter putting his life at risk all for my sake,I told him I would find a way out of all this drama and I definitely would!.

“Good morning my princess,” My mom said as she opened my door and barged in, my mom is fond of not knocking before coming in, we don’t only share a mother to daughter relationship, she is literally my best friend and I would do anything to make her happy, I don’t think there is anything that goes on in my life that my mother doesn’t know about,I watched her beautiful gleaming smile as she walked towards me and heart bumped for joy, at least I have her with me in this house and under the same roof to keep me happy and talk to physically, Peter calls and texts me every now and then, he is keeping my company pretty well too, it’s just a much more different vibe with my mom since I’m seeing her physically.

“I had a beautiful night's rest mom!” I said as I immediately closed the windows and walked up to her and hugged her.

“Why were you staring outside the window jean? Please don’t think about trying to do what you did last time, your dad won’t take it lightly with us, especially if you get caught again,” my mom said to me as she held my both hands and sat in my bed pulling me to sit beside her.

“Hahah no mom! I know it’s impossible for me to run away, dad doubled his security already and it’s pretty impossible for me to leave the house without his go ahead and permission except I’m going to be turning into some ghost or something,” i said as I stared straight into my mom’s eyes and assured her.

“Okay Thank You, please don’t do that, I love you!” My mom said as she moved close to me and pecked my cheeks, her warm kiss made the butterflies in my belly twirl for joy and happiness, mom doesn’t know that I still speak to Peter every now and then, she feels I stopped talking to him and now focusing on just my marriage with Zayn to make dad happy, I’m willing to do this! But not yet! I just really need to find a way, a way to see Peter, he loves me so so much and I already promised to give him my virginity, even though my life plans with Peter being my husband and the father of my kids might possibly not work out anymore because of my father, I still want him to be the man to disvirgin me like as I promised.

“I love you too mom! What’s for breakfast?” I asked myself as I changed the topic with Immediate effect.

“It’s a surprise, I’m not telling you what the cook prepared but this has served food for us. Would you like to eat with us at the table or would you want to eat here in your room?” Mom asked me, smiling at me as she tapped her foot gently on the floor.

“Mom just asked them to bring it here,I’m really not interested in seeing dad, I’m still mad at him!” I said as I frowned at my mom and abandoned her face, my mom is too soft hearted,I guess that’s why dad treats her anyhow he likes and doesn’t seem to acknowledge or listen to any of her opinions, even if he offends her or get her mad,he never apologizes, all he does is do whatever he likes and make whatever decisions that satisfies his own selfish interests and everyone must follow, it’s so annoying, i wish mom can be fierce,but she is just a soft hearted, calm woman.

“Baby, I really don’t want you keep malice with your father for too long, I will give you as much time as you want but forgive him please so you can at least be able to take permission to stroll out a while and go to school too, if you keep being angry and making it obvious in your attitudes toward him then you might probably be under this roof till your wedding night, you know how your father can be right?” My mom asked as she explained to me reaching for some strands of my hair and twirling them around her fingers.

“Okay mom, I’ve heard you, Thankyou!” I replied as I stood up and pulled her up and hugged her tightly, “you gotta take your leave now mom, you know dad doesn’t like having his meals alone without you,” I said as I held my mom by her hands and walked her to the entrance.

“Tell them to bring mine here!” I told my mom and she smiled at me sheepishly and nodded then immediately headed downstairs.

I got back into my room and flung the windows open and kept feeding my sight with the beautiful sky, i started to think about what mom just told me, she asked me to set things right with dad, how is possible to set things right with a father that sees me as a bait for some deal, he cares about his steady money flow and doesn’t give a hoot about his daughter’s feelings.

He claims to love mom but majority of the timers his attitude shows otherwise,if he truly loves mom, I think he would put her feelings into consideration before making some decisions but he doesn’t do that, he doesn’t care about nobody except himself, he is all about how to keep mafia group running smoothly and how to make steady money flow into his account.

I need to see Peter, I want us to see! I want to get disvirgined fast before the date me me and zayn’s marriage actually comes, Peter is the man after my heart , I love him with all that is within me, our relationship is only four months but zayn makes it look asif it’s over two years,he treats me like a queen and does all he can in his power to make me happy.

I know what to do now! I would pretend to be in good terms with dad, I would pretend to actually be happy with this whole marriage plan and play along pretty well, I would deceive him and make him feel like I’m good and I have accepted faith then so I can ask for permission leave the house for a while without his security, this is a good idea, he would have no clue, I’d just go to see my man immediately, I miss him so much, I miss him touching me, massaging me and kissing me deep, it feels good to be in love and it makes more sense and adds up because its with Peter.

“Come in!” I said to the cook as I heard her calling my name slightly as she knocked on my door, “drop it on the table right there,Thankyou!” I said as I smiled at the cook, she smiled without uttering a word and just waved at me, I think she is extremely shy, she speaks just once in a while, majority of the time she is just smiling and nodding.

“Jean!! Jean !! Jean!!!” I heard my dad’s voice growling from the corridor as he was walking fast towards my room and I shivered out of fear.

What did I do this time? What could make him scream my name this loud, my dad just keeps getting much more mean daily, he used to be sweet to an extent previously but not anymore but now he’s turned into something else entirely especially ever since I insisted on getting married to Zayn.