“Hello baby!!” Mom said as she walked into my room smiling sheepishly at me.
“Has dad left?” I asked mom as I watched her sit comfortably in bed with me.
“Yes he just left now, he said he would be back soon but I doubt, it seems they have a really important meeting to catch up today,” My mom said as she carefully removed her indoor slippers and raised her leg up and carefully placed them into my duvet.
“You just ate though so why are you all covered up as if you’re about to sleep and it’s not even afternoon yet,” mom said to me as she placed her head carefully on the pillow close to mine.
“But you’re joining me!” I excalimed as I smiled hard and tickled my mom’s armpit and she gushed out for laughter.
“It’s because you are influencing me!” Mom said as she reached for my cheeks and giggled them and I smiled softly.
My mom is literally my best friend! We share different kinds of opinions and ideas together.
“Does Peter still reach out?” My mom asked as she broke the silence between us.
“Yes mom he does, he was the one calling me yesterday when we all were having dinner? You noticed! I just hid my phone when the call came in? It was because I didn’t want dad to see it!” I said as I sat upright immediately and explained carefully to my mom.
“Yes I noticed and my instincts told me he was the one calling, I also had anxiety, I didn’t want your dad to find out for any reason at all! He wouldn’t take it likely if he knows that you and Peter still keep in touch, my darling jean! I know it’s hard but try!!! Do this for your dad and for the well-being of this family, I know you love him but all this that’s happening right now is clear reasons why y’all ain’t meant for each other,” mom said as she also sat upright beside me in bed as she tried to convince me.
My mom is a big baby, a weak and sweet soul, all she does is follow my dad’s orders and agree to all his opinions not because she really likes it, but because she has no choice. She wants her family to always be in peace and not have unnecessary ruckus and arguments or disagreement.
“Mom, I understand you totally!! I have taken my life as it is and afterall Zayn is not that bad! I will get married to him! I just need a little bit more time to detach totally from Peter, he already knows there is no future for us , we just keep in touch basically like friends now so you really do not need to worry about me mom! I promise I’m not in my feelings!” I exclaimed as I faced forward and looked into my mom’s eyes as I assured her, saying these words was really one of the most difficult things I have ever had to do! Looking my mom in the eye and lying to her, I just needed to do this for myself and for my man.
If I tell my mom about my plans I’m sure she would disagree and talk me out of it, she wouldn’t love to support me because of my dad, she would definitely be scared to play my dad, she wouldn’t dare, she would chicken out of the plan and she might think it’s not right for me to decide to give him my virginity! I really don’t care about what mom or anybody thinks, I’ll just do this! I’ll make my dad grant me permission to leave the house for few moments then I’ll visit Peter and make love to him, I will surprise him, see him, touch him and kiss him for the very last time before I get married to someone else out of my own free will, whatever moments we share that day, I’ll hung on to them forever.
“So you’ll be with me here till dad comes back?” I asked my mom as I saw her settle back into my duvet and covered herself gently.
“Yes I would! I have nowhere to go and nobody to talk to so why can’t I be with my beloved, sweet daughter?” My mom said as she chuckled .
“I love you!” I said loudly to my mom as I pulled her close to my chest and hugged her tight.
“I love you even more!” My mom replied as she hugged me even tighter, my Joy knows no bounds currently, seeing my dear mom in this happy state, her face looks exceptionally gleaming, she doesn’t look sick or pale and her eyeballs seem bright.
“Dad really knows what is good for himself and I love the fact that he really went for it!! Because what in heaven’s name is this gorgeousness?!!” I said to my mom as I stared into her eyes and smiled sheepishly.
“Hahah come on! Cut it out!!” Mom said as she blushed and immediately turned her neck to the other part of the bed, I smiled as I got close to her and hugged her from behind.