I had my sweet nap for just an hour, I woke up to pee and i reached for my phone and checked the time.
“Mom! Dad is still not back?” I asked my mom as I came out of the bathroom and moved towards the wardrobe. I reached for my towel and used it to wipe my face that I just rinsed with my face scrub and warm water.
“Yes baby, he isn’t back yet, I guess the meeting has a lot of protocols or he probably went out from there, he should be back before late at night because he didn’t tell me he’ll be sleeping out.
“Okay mom, by evening, you need to go meet the chef and tell her what exactly she needs to prepare so dinner would be set for dad once he comes back.
“Yes I would baby, I’m just still here for now! It’s only 4pm , when it’s 5pm I’ll definitely go to her,” mom said to me as she smiled sheepishly, my mom is definitely a genius when it comes to preparing hearty meals but dad said he doesn’t want her stressing herself all the time that why he hired a chef to help her out with preparing meals for the family but my mom still insists, most time she still insists to cook for her husband especially if it’s a meal that he requested for specially, mom is really in love with dad no matter his toxic possessive nature, dad sees me and my mom as his own personal possessions so therefore we must do whatever he wants weather we both like it or not, he loves us but at the same time he wants us to completely obey and follow his orders if not there would be fire on the mountain.
“Mom, why don’t you have any close friends?” I asked my mom as I kept my towel back in my hanger so it could get dried as fast as possible , I walked towards my mom and then sat beside her.
“Hahahahh why are you suddenly asking me this question?” Mom asked as she laughed softly staring into my eyes as I sat close to her.
“I’ve always wanted to ask you mom,growing up with you as my mother, I’ve noticed you have no friends that come over to check up on you or even call you to check up on you once in a while, it’s just me and dad, is there a reason?” I asked my mom as I reached for my mom’s hand and held it softly then stared at her curiously.
“Ermmm the thing is i’ve never being so good in making friends, I’m much of a loner, ever since I got married and I had you, you and your dad has being my best friends, I relay don’t need other people aside you both,” my mom said as she pulled me to her chest and hugged me.
“Awwww I love you mom! I was was talking with my roommate and she told me that her mom keeps friends and all, then I told her I don’t think I have ever seen any woman visiting you at home so I have been meaning to ask you why since then, no big deal, I just needed to be sure that it was one of dad’s restrictions.” I said as I pressed my mom’s palm softly.
“Oh no! Of course not! I’m free to have as many friends as I want, I’m just not much of a friendly person, I’m a loner, the only important people in my life are my parents, my siblings , my child and my husband,” my mom said as she explained to me carefully.
“Okay mom! I think you should go tell the chef what should be prepared tonight for dinner before dad’s arrival,” I said as I stood up and pulled mom to stand up on her feet.
“Yes that’s true, I’ll be on my way, your dad should be on his way home,” mom said as she started fitting into her indoor slide.
“Okay mom, I’ll be here waiting for you, but if I become bored, I’ll come to check up on you down stairs,” I said as I got back in my bed comfortably then watched my mom walk towards my room door.
I watched my mom walk out of my room and waved at me and I waved back and smiled at her.
I moved towards the shelf and reached for my phone, Peter sent me double texts already as expected.
“Baby, how are you doing and how is your day going, I miss you so much my love.” I smiled sheepishly as I read Peter’s text, he misses me every blessed day, a day doesn’t passes by without him telling me he misses me either though call or texts, Peter is a really sweet man, I’m blessed to have him as my first bf, he made me know the true meaning of being in a healthy relationship.
“I’m doing very well baby, I miss you too and of course you know I love you! I’ve been with mom all day. That's why I didn’t really have time for my phone. How is your day going?” I replied to my boyfriend as the butterflies in my belly danced and I blushed happily.
“My day is going very well my love, I went to my friend’s apartment a few minutes ago but I just got back home,” Peter replied to me and I was surprised, he was offline when I replied initially and he came online immediately I replied, he was probably notified or something.
“I miss you so much baby! I miss kissing you! I miss touching you! I miss hugging you! I miss your smile! I genuinely miss everything about you.” I sat upright as I rested my back against my white shiny wall and hugged the second pillow close to my chest and I imagined Peter in my arms.
“I miss you too! I miss everything about you especially your soft sweet lips, I miss sucking your boobs!” Peter replied me and my body vibrated and I became wet immediately, my whole body yearns for him at this point, I’m tired of keeping this virginity, I’m tired of us making out without penetration, I want to have s*x! I want to lose this virginity and I want it to be done by Peter.
“I love you babe! I’ll always love you! It doesn’t matter if my dad is trying to force me to get married to someone else, I have a plan and I’ll definitely put you on it soon,” I replied my man, I felt like telling him my plans and how I intend to implement it but I’m scared that it might not end up working out, I don’t want him to be disappointed yet again but I will do all in my power to see that my plan works out and I end up seeing my man, I will try my best possible to see that I surprise him so we both will have that moment to Cherish for the rest of our lives, since this is the path that my destiny choose for me, I will take it but I will just have a few things done my way.
“Okay love! I trust you!” Peter replied to me and I smiled hard, I only just realized how quick Peter can control and change my emotions so quickly, only texting him has triggered numerous emotions in my body system.
“Okay babe!” I replied him and dropped my phone on the bed and stood up then headed towards the bathroom as I needed to pee, I got to the bathroom and used the toilet, I flushed, cleaned myself and came out of the bathroom and for a second I started to imagine how it would feel to finally allow Peter penetrate for the first time, I have always read about it in books and I know it’s painful but I’m prepared for whatever pain that is going to come with it, so far I’m going through the pain for my man, I know I wouldn’t regret it, since I wouldn’t be opportune to choose the man that I would get married to myself, then of course I would be able to choose who disvirgined me, it’s my body and it’s my decision to make without being questioned by anyone.
I walked towards my bed and reached for my phone, “baby, I need to get something down the road, I’ll text you when I get back,” peter said in his text to me.
“Okay baby, be safe!” I replied my man and I really wished genuinely that I also have the free will to be able to get something down the road but it’s impossible, I’m only but stuck in my father’s house, Sarah said she might stop over to visit but I have not heard from her since then, she probably changed her mind.
“Jean jean jean!!” I heard my mom’s voice as it sounded so faint, she was calling me from downstairs, I put my phone back on the bed and headed outside my room immediately.