Married To The Mafia Lord

Chapter 9

I settled back to my room after my long beakfast with my beloved parents, I’m feel so elated, I’m happy that lines is beginning to suddenly fall into places for me, it seems like I’m beginning to see shinning lights at the end of this tunnel, my dad believes my scheme, he truly feels I’m now happy with being married to zayn, I have no choice currently,I would get married to him but I need to see the love of my life, I need to see pater to give him all of me, I want him to be the very first person to have s*x with me, I want him to disvirgin me because I already promised him so I want to fulfil my promise.

I layed in bed and my eyes rolled round the roof, My eyesights are probably tired of seeing this same thing repeatedly, since zayn caught me trying to escape after the dinner we all had together,I’ve been grounded, it feels so weird and annoying to be home all day, I can’t remember when last I’ve been given restrictions to go out by my parents, In Fact it has never happened, all this is new scenarios is happening in my life currently because of my father’s mafia group and Zayn .

Growing up and getting to realize that my father actually heads a mafia group has never been so much of a big deal to me, dad never holds his meeting in the house or bring his boys to have some talks at home, he has a special apartment that he bought strictly for business so I have never ever thought that I would have any reason to be involved with any of his issue, at first when dad broke the news to me about getting married to zayn, I was so perplexed, it all felt like a really bad nightmare that I would probably wake up from before it turned out to be real, it was hard for me to accept fate, it took me time but I’m finally summoning the courage to do that now, not like I have a choice though, not like I can fight my dad, I have no other option that to do what he wants only that I will be doing it my way, I would be giving Peter my virginity then get married to zayn because this is my faith and this is the path that life chose for me.

I stood up immediately and ran towards my reading table to pick up my phone as I heard it vibrate continuously.

“Hello my love,” I said to Peter immediately I picked up his call and my heart skipped for joy.

“How are you doing my baby jean,” Peter said romantically and my whole body tickled for joy.

“I miss you! I’m doing very well! I miss us!” I said as I walked towards my bed and sunk into my bed.

“I don’t know why but something within me tells me that there is still some hope left for us,” Peter said to me softly as his voice echoed and sent shivers down my spine. Peter's voice turns me on in the easiest way possible and he doesn’t even know.

“I love you baby,” I said to my man as I whispered over the phone, as much as I wanted to tell him my plan, I still didn’t want to be too forward, I want to be sure that this whole plan is going to work and it perfectly fine before getting his hopes high again.

“I love you more, I just called to check up on my baby, I want to get groceries from the supermarket. I will text you later, please take good care of yourself and eat well too.

“Alright baby, it’s fine, have a great day ahead of you and text me once you have any free chance, take care! I love you and I’ll talk to you later.” I said to Peter as I took a pillow on my bed and hugged it tightly against my chest, as I hugged the pillow and pressed it on my breast, I really wished it was pater’s body that I held against my body tightly like this.

“I will definitely do that, love you!'' Peter replied and exclaimed happily with his voice sounding a little bit loud over the phone.

I smiled and hung up immediately, I lifted my two legs and laid in bed properly, I smiled sheepishly as I reminisced beautiful moments that I have spent with pater, moments that we make out continuously without penetration. Peter has really been a good man in my kite, he showers me with so much love and gives me the reassurance that I need every time.

I have never ever regretted falling in love with Peter, he is my first boyfriend and he has been one of the best thing that has ever happened to me, a few of my mates in school always talk about awful experiences that they have encountered with their first boyfriends and how he shattered their heart after giving him their all and trusting him but my case is definitely extremely different, I trust Peter with all my heart and he has never ever made me question that or make me regret the fact that he is my boyfriend. I guess I’m just a little bit too lucky to be different from them and to have a man in my life that always wants to see me happy.

My mom has always warned me to not put all of my eggs in Peter’s basket, she has warned me times without number that it’s possible for him to change and she doesn’t want me to get too disappointed or too broken if he eventually breaks my heart but I feel it’s impossible for Peter to break my heart and for me I feel it’s impossible for me to but restrictions on my love for him, I’m giving it all to me, yes! All of me.

“My darling baby jean! How are you doing my love,” my mother said as she opened my door and walked into my room and started walking fast towards me, my mom never knocks except in rare situations, maybe I’m probably sad and I locked myself inside, that’s when she knocks and calls my name gently repeatedly begging to let her in.

“Mom, I'm fine!” I replied to my mom as I sat upright on the bed and she sat beside me, my eyes caught her beautiful and bold indoor slide, she looked so beautiful in them.

My mom comes here daily to keep my company and then we get to talk about so many different things till it’s late at night but I know today she is here earlier because she is curious about the situation she saw me with dad, she knows how angry and pained I have been about dad forcing me to marry zayn and she definitely knows it’s impossible to put away that kind of tough rage so quickly, she wants to know if I have a plan so she would definitely preach against it, mom is her husband’s pleaser, she does all he wants without hesitation, right or wrong, she doesn't care, she is just so scared of the outcome of going against him so I’m definitely going to pretend like I don’t know what is going through her mind and if she eventually summons the courage to ask me I’ll tell her it’s nothing.

“Are you sure Jean baby?” Mom asked again as she smiled at me and reached for my right palm and pressed it softly against hers.

It’s so impossible for mom to act like everything is well when eventually it is not, she looked for bordered but she is trying to look for the right words to use and how to ask me, I know this but I won’t help her out, if she summons the courage and finally asks me, I’ll just tell her it’s nothing.

“Of course mom!” I’m good!” I said as I chuckled and smiled at my mom and she sighed, she is trying too hard to find the right words so I’ll just watch her try till she finally finds one.

“Did you enjoy breakfast darling!?” Mom asked me and I smiled as I could already tell what the next question was going to be. Let me help her out, after all she brought me into the world, yea.

“Mom about me and dad, i have forgiven him, I know you are worried and that’s why you are beating around the bush and asking me how breakfast was when we actually ate the same meal and you know the food was very good as usual,” I said as I finally changed my mind and decided to help her out to reduce this unusual tension between us .

“Are you sure Jean? Are you sure you are not planning anything funny? I’m worried honestly, we spoke just yesterday and I knew how angry and full of rage you sounded and suddenly today you have forgiven him and he didn’t even apologize to you,” my mom said as she stared into my eyes, she wants me to spill the truth at all cost, she is my mother,I know the best way to handle her so I won’t.

“Oh my God mom! He is my father anyway and it’s impossible for me to get mad at him forever. I have to forgive him without waiting for his apology because I know he wouldn’t so I just did that! Stop being worried , we’re good now! I’m no longer mad at dad and I’ll marry Zayn like he wants, Zayn isn’t too bad after all,” I said as I rolled my eyes at my mom then smiled at her.

“Okay baby, I love you! Thank you for being at peace with your dad,I felt so happy seeing you both like that!” Mom said to me as she smiled sheepishly.

“Hahahahh mom! I definitely love you more!” I laughed as I stood up and hugged her tight and she received the hug and hugged me back even tighter with so much gladness in her heart, my mom gleaned for joy.