Suddenly my tears is bursting. I want to ask anything. I want to heard her side. My heart is still bleeding. I thought the wounds inside my heart is now a scars. But no I was wrong my heart is still bleeding from the past. That until now. There is no answer. No closure. And there is a missing pieces of my puzzle. That only my mom and dad can full fill those missing pieces.
"Talk to your mom Katy" he said Clifford holds my right hand
"Why"
"I don't know how to start a conversation. All I know is to say I'm so sorry" My mom embracing me while she is crying.
She looks into my eyes. She kissed me on my forehead. I feel her heart beat. I'm pretty sure her sorry is genuine.
At her house I met her new family. And I just found out. She is not my real mom. I was shocked to her revelation. She revealed I'm an illegal adopted child. Of my dad before they met. My dad married her because I need a mother and I need to become a legal adopted child of my dad. I cried a lot. She admitted the reason why they finished their relationship is because of an agreement after 9 years my dad need to file a divorce. I asked her why my dad adopts me she said my dad is a barren. I asked her why she cried the night we left her at the California. She said she learned to loves me. She allowed me to called her mom. According to her she still my mom.