Hybrid and Her Mate

Doctor Visit

I wake to find that it is dark outside. I didn't want to get up, so I just stayed where I was. I must have been laying here for at least an hour before I realize that no one has attempted to bother me. I look at my phone to see no new notifications. I realize that I haven't heard from my parents in who knows how long, they stopped trying to contact me. I remembered the voice that I heard and I am not quite sure who it belonged to. I recognize the voice and it is very familiar, almost me in a way. It might have been Ella, but that isn't right. If Ella talked to me last nice, then why hasn't she been talking to me since?

I decide to text Jake and have him bring me supper. I just sat, scrolling through my phone and catching up one things that I could have possibly missed on social media. I saw that some of my friends had gotten married and a couple were pregnant or had a baby. I felt a twinge of jealousy knowing that I will never have kids of my own. I could adopt, if Jake agreed and if we can make it that far. I haven't decided if I still want him to be my mate or not.

I heard a knock and told him to come in. He brought in a tray of food and gently laid it at the food of my bed. He was turning to leave before I stopped him.

"Jake, will you please sit with me tonight?" I didn't feel like being totally alone.

"I can for a little bit, but I have to continue to make arrangements." He said, surprised.

"Arrangements for what?" I ask while being confused.

"We are getting ready to head back to the kingdom. I was going to ask if you would like to join us once everything was settled. I'm not going to force you to come back with us, but I would be happy if you did. I love you Selene. I know it took me awhile to fully see my true feelings, but I do." He loves me? Should I go? Maybe a fresh start would be good for me. My parents didn't seem to care what I did anymore and this place leaves nothing but bad memories.

"Could I by chance see the pack doctor?" I ask, changing the subject.

"Of course, I will contact her and have her visit you." I sighed a breath of relief, it is a woman. I nod my head and he leaves the room while calling the doctor.

A couple hours have passed and I hear another knock on my door and open it to find a beautiful lady. Tall, Burnette, and thin. I invite her in and she takes one of the chairs in the room that I hadn't noticed before. I sat in a similar chair next to it.

"Hi Selene, my name is Doctor Insten and I heard that you wanted to see me?" She said very politely.

"I am having some issues reaching my magic and talking to my wolf. I don't know if she is ignoring me or silent. I can feel both of them there, but no luck with either of them."

"A lot of times when this sort of thing happens, the wolf part I mean, it happens from trauma. I did hear that you went through something traumatic, would you feel comfortable telling me what happened?" I don't know what came over me, but I spilled everything to her. Starting from the day that I turned 18, to my boyfriend that found his mate and left me, to finding my mate and losing myself to him. I also continued to tell her about how at my party I was almost kidnapped by my ex and then my parents telling me that I am a hybrid and then my mate not knowing if he wanted me. I continued with my recent event and eventually started bawling at some point. She sat there listening and not interrupting. She waited until I was does and decided that I should try some depression medication. She hugged me and told me that I could talk to her anytime. Before she left, I saw a couple of tears stream down her face that she tried to hide. I knew she had left so quickly because of the sympathy she had. I didn't want sympathy however, I wanted to get better. She later stopped by with a prescription and scheduled a follow up appointment and appointments to check in with me every so often. She wanted me to start talking to her every week and any other time that was needed so that we could get me on the path of healing.

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