Underrated Emotions

ch # 3 : Unknown feeling

continuously staring at my phone till I realize it's not an illusion. It's true....

It's true that HE sent me friend request on social media. ( starts blushing)....but wait! (with a sudden realization) ...how did he find me? I don't even know HIS name and even HIS bio doesn't have His name on it. I just see HIS photo as dp. I am sure it's HIM. I can recognize HIM at a glimpse. HE is same as before , when I saw HIM for the very 1st time . But I am sure HE doesn't know me .

As far as I remember we neither talked before nor we have mutual friends. then how? and why? why me??.... maybe I am thinking too much. HE must have found me randomly on social media.... well!!.....I am not a school hunk that everyone knows about . I am just an average girl with so many insecurities. why would anyone wanna be friend with me?.

sighhh!!! ....(start talking to myself) ... don't overthink Era! you are nobody . just accept HIS request . HE won't talk to you as HE sent you request randomly but still I can't refuse HIS request and i don't know why. I think I should accept it......finally after so many thoughts requested is accepted.........

after 2 min!!!! .....

( staring at screen).....

ohh!! what I am waiting for? HIS message?? why?? ....I should go to bed . I have an early class tomorrow.....( lights off , yawning, tries to sleep) .... snoring sound.......

It's 6AM in morning.....alarm rings.......tingggg....tinggggg.......( mom shouting from kitchen)Era!! wake up!! you will be late for college. ( I reply) Yes mom I am awake. Don't prepare breakfast I don't have appetite. Why Era? atleast have some juice otherwise you will feel dizzy.....No mom I am going ......

arrives at college.

huhh!! again I am all alone. No one wants to be friend with me. well!! who cares?..... everything is so boring in life. Nothing to do at college . Just study all the time . ohhh!! when will college end?? I wanna go home and sleep.

ohh!! let's do all assighments here so that i don't have anything left for home. I just wanna chill at home........( pricipal enters in class)

hello everyone! here is your new transfer student "ENA" ...I look up and see there is a stunning girl in front of me wearing hijab. she is absolutely gorgeous...(while i was admiring her) .May I sit besides you? ( she asks politely)...Yes you can ( I reply)....shall we go to canteen to have something for lunch? (she again asks politely) ....OMG!! she is so polite. I should not refuse her.....we go to canteen and have lunch. well its my treat for her 1st day at college.....we talk so much at that time...we became good friends....

bell rings....tingggg.....tingggg....oh !! I am going straight to home. We will meet tomorrow .....bye!! .....

reach home and checked my phone. ohh!! I got birthday wish. from whom???wait where is my glasses?? I can't see properly....I brightened my phone screen and saw a message says:

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERA!!! Hi! I am Addy!"

( constantly blushing).....this is the 1st time I feel good when someone wish me on my birthday. .......Th....Tha...thank...k..Thank you Addy.( repliy with little hesitation).....ohh!!! ( talking to myself) HIS name is Addy. wow!! such a nice name....This is the 1st time I get to know his name.......ohhh!!!.......what should I say now? this is it? Is thanks is enough??? should I start more conversation with him?? no no .it will look cringe.....

How are you Era? ( Addy asks). me?? I...I..am..good. how are you Addy? ( i reply)....I am good though . I saw you at school and wanted to talk so I managed to contact you. Can we talk?......Me? you wanted to talk me? (I reply with wonder) ..I mean I was not famous at school , then why? ....You just caught my eye so I texted you . have I done something wrong? (he says )....( i am in shock )...no no !! you have done nothing wrong. yes we can talk. ( I reply)

So?...are we friends now? (addy asks)....yes sure , we can be friends , ( i reply )....I put my phone aside ....so many thoughts in mind .............

Ahhhh!!!he caught my HEARTBEAT. I don't know why I can't refuse anything he says....I just do whatever he says without any 2nd thoughtt.....what is happening to me?? this is not just normal feeling...... it's something else that I still don't know......( constantly blushing).....

TO BE CONTINUED ........