You and I

Trying to Improve

So going back i am trying to enhance my discipline and i learn yesterday from hamza “my dad” he says that “do the hardwork especially when u dont feel like it” As stated to be discipline all of the times do not let your emotions dictate what you are going to do because letting your emotion take over will lead you in being a weak man and being a weak man is not needed in a society .How does i solve it , like now i dont even feel of doing this hard enhancement of my skill in writing but i still do it because its my routine my practice i enhance my discipline by committing in this practice even if i dont feel like doing that thing that is what true discipline u do not let your emotions dictate what you are going to do. But maybe sometimes u will feel like you had a really bad day but FOR THE SAKE of your success please still do everything that u did like a normal day still penetrate the world expand your social circle try to improve your speaking skills , be more present, provide more content, learn what u can provide to other people not what u will gain from them that is what separates you from the weak man. Because as u can see in this modern society weak man is excluded if u think what do they treat to a weak women yes they are weak so we as man should take care of them and nurture them protect them and share some of their burdens , Strong women good she will shoulder some of the problems that we have , strong man yes that is what the society needs being more masculine and dominating but a weak man its a waste of your life of your manhood because the one thing that we can offer to women is only our strength our ability to protect because that is what our given biology is and women is biologically weak compare to men.So as a man we must increase our strength our productivity and knowledge so that we can protect those who are behind and beside us ,but but we must also take note to respect those at the top and to not hate them saying that they are lucky and they are born with wealth because we do not see what did they go through we can just see the results of those progress and sacrifices that they made.As a man it is very hard our life should be hard, if you are living in comfort right now you are not living yourself as a man because your life is not supposed to be easy it must be at war or only with loving you share to your women. So my note is that u should just focus on improving and embracing the pain that is in to your life because that discomfort is what will motivate u to destroy others or to conquer others.So i am thinking of practing more of my fighting skills such as my boxing so that if ever a situation might come i can protect myself and especially my women because that will turn them on and make them love and adore u more because of your protection women do not like violence but are attracted to strong man. Women are very complicated creatures they can see many things in the one thing that we see so if ever your women comes at u and says that she is mad , she has a reason for that so maybe u could just drop your ego and listen to what she is going to say so that u can learn and grow more infinitely, rather than arguing to nothing .That is what she is therefore it is for you to see yourself to point up to your mistakes that u would not see otherwise , so coming into an argument with your girl be authentic but come to a place of feelings oppose to facts because being more authentic and direct is very attacking and can really hurt your girl but still speak up never shut your mouth because this will make your women question and escallate more because she can see that you are not authentic . Just like what happen to me my girl and me wants to go to the mall but jared and aly joined us after that after that aly says to my girl that let adrian carry your things but my girl deny it many times and it got me triggered that is my first mistake i become emotional at that time and that is wrong we must be stoic around girls and women after that when we are at the jeep i try to grab her but she moved . she doesnt want to be touch i felt that and she just continuously converse with jared which really made me so angry at the time but i dont feel jealousy maybe i felt and that is bad because around girls u shall not supposed to be jealous and show weak emotions because that will also portray in your character as a man ,after that she continuously to escalate showing that she is having fun with jared even sharing an ice cream with her , at that time i was jealous because she is walking beside him but that is wrong to think because he is my friend and i trust both of them . That is when i notice that it is just a test and i started to laugh to her because she is very funny in making me jealous which she did make me jealous but i learn from that mistake i made.