You and I

Friends

When i met her the world started to revolve around a new path as i met this girl in a very unusual way because my friend liked her and at first i thought that our love will be very different because i though on that time that the relationship we could ever get is just being friends, But as soon as we started to become more aware of our feelings that is what changes everything. This is where it started.

Ian just only met her thru online because of the pandemic because they go at the same class link they often see each other there but , ian one morning message her that something is wrong in her presentation in the google claassroom ian felt very weird as this girl responded to her very weirdly and her messages is kind of different from all of the female she's been with . After that meeting this girl messages her saying thanks for the help the she received .Then afterwards that day they become a lot more closer and started group works together and this gilrs name is Xela . She was very smart and loves to draw and paint a lot , but ian did not know that she has a special someone in her heart already and they became more close than ever but this girl in their group chat says she already like someone else and she doesnt know if this guy is cheating on her, Ian gladly supported her but still says that this person can hurt her because ian knows him and his past but he stilll supported her feelings because ian is happy to be able to become friends with her .But later that summer another school year has started they met finally and began going to school at the sametime and also going home at the same time as well.They both are happy meeting each other but ian was so slow in confessing his feelings because he was afraid the he mightt lose her as a friend and he keeps on telling himself i am already satisfied the way we are right now because he is just glad to be in her presence .But as those days goes by ian started to develop more interest towards her because they are always together because they are in the same friend group circle , she started to adore her beauty and glamour and her skin that can peak the interest of anyone but he did not know that his decision of not confessing his feelings will turn bad for their current relationship. As days moves in a very fast phase Xela meet someone in the same classroom as Ian it was his friend. This guy started to develop deep emotions for her and started to fall for her a lot more xela also like him as well , most of the times that we are together the only thing that i hear is that she likes him at first i was okay with that thing but as days goes , i started to become jelous to my friend which is very bad and negative for me to feel because i have to suppport them , so i decided to talk to Xela to finally confess this feelings that i have and so i can also be release with this restraints that is holding me back from moving on. That day quickly arrives and i told her that i like her but as expected she said that she already has someone special in her heart and she wishes me to support their relationship as it moves forward but it is so hard at the time so become very angry of her and it was very stupid for me to feel because she has no responsibilities to what i am feeling because we are nothing we are just simply friends.