I don't sleep again. Third night in a row. The suite is too quiet, too unfamiliar, and even though my own furniture is arranged exactly where it belongs, the walls smell wrong. Clean wool carpet instead of old hardwood. Citrus polish instead of the garlic scent that used to drift up from the Thai restaurant below my old apartment.
At 3:17 AM, I give up on rest entirely.
The kitchen light is too bright. I stand in its glare and make coffee I won't drink, going through motions that feel borrowed. In my old life, the life I had before a hostile takeover unraveled it, I'd be prepping for a client meeting right now. Morrison merger. Henderson portfolio. Something with spreadsheets and strategy and absolutely zero ancient blood magic.
Now I'm standing in a kitchen that belongs to Caden Blackwood, waiting for sunrise, while somewhere sixty floors above me the man who used to trace patterns on my palm is probably also awake.
I can't feel him. The suppression has taken that. The silence where the bond used to hum is still vast and strange and lonely. I keep pressing my hand to my chest like I've lost something I only now realize I needed.
Sentimental, my wolf mutters. She's barely awake, voice fuzzy and distant, but she's still there. You wanted silence. Now you have it.
"I wanted clarity. This doesn't feel like clarity."
Feels like regret.
She's not wrong.
---
The office at seven in the morning is empty except for Margaret, who seems to exist outside normal hours entirely. She's at her desk with a cup of green tea and the same neutral expression she wore yesterday. I wonder if she sleeps. I wonder if anyone in this building sleeps.
"Mr. Blackwood has a breakfast meeting with the Morrison team," she says without preamble. "You're not required. He left instructions for you to review the quarterly earnings reports instead."
"Thrilling."
"He also left this." She hands me a small envelope. Heavy paper. No Blackwood crest this time. Just my name in his handwriting.
I open it on the way to my desk.
Lila,
Victor will reach out to you today. He'll offer you something. Information. Protection. A way out. Don't take it. Whatever he's planning, he's been laying groundwork for years. You're not his ally. You're his leverage.
I know you don't trust me. Trust this.
Caden
I read it twice, then fold it back into the envelope. My first instinct is annoyance. Another command disguised as concern. Another move in a game I never agreed to play.
But beneath the annoyance is something else. A flicker of warning that isn't just wounded pride. Victor approached me at the gala within minutes of my arrival. He knew my history. Knew my vulnerabilities. Knew exactly what to say to make me feel like a liability.
He's been planning this for years, Caden's note said. And I'm the leverage.
I spend the next hour reading earnings reports and waiting. At 9:45 AM, the phone on my desk rings with an unfamiliar number.
"Lila Thorne," I answer.
"Ms. Thorne." Victor's voice is smooth and unhurried, like a man who has all the time in the world. "I hoped we might continue our conversation from the gala. In private. Away from my nephew's considerable shadow."
"I'm working."
"Lunch, then. There's a café on 57th. Public enough to be proper. Private enough to be honest."
My hand tightens around the phone. I think of Caden's note. Don't take it. But refusing outright feels like surrender. And I've already surrendered enough this week.
"One hour," I say. "Noon."
"Excellent."
He hangs up before I can change my mind.
---
The café is small and European, the kind of place that charges twenty dollars for a salad and eighty for a bottle of wine nobody drinks. Victor is already seated at a corner table, facing the door. Tactical positioning. Old wolf habit.
He stands when I approach. Pulls out my chair. Every gesture is polished and performative. "Thank you for coming."
"I'm not sure why I did."
"Curiosity, I imagine. You were always curious. Even as a girl. Always asking questions the pack elders didn't want to answer." He settles back into his chair. "That's why you ran, isn't it? Not just from Caden. From the silence. From the secrets."
The accuracy of the observation stings. I don't show it. "You said you had information."
"Direct. I appreciate that." He takes a sip of wine. At noon. On a weekday. "What do you know about your mother's death?"
The question hits me like a physical blow. My mother died when I was seventeen. A wasting illness, the pack healers said. Something rare. Something untreatable. I held her hand while she faded, and six months later, I walked away from everything I knew.
"Nothing more than what I was told," I say.
"Then let me tell you something you weren't told." He sets down his glass. "Your mother wasn't sick. She was poisoned."
The café tilts sideways. I grip the edge of the table. "You're lying."
"I have proof. Letters. Healer records. A vial of the substance used." His eyes are cold and steady. "She discovered something about the Blackwood bloodline. Something my brother, Caden's father, wanted buried. She was silenced for it. And the pack let it happen."
"You expect me to believe that the Blackwood family murdered my mother?"
"I expect you to believe evidence. Which I can provide. In exchange for a small favor."
The trap clicks into place. Victor isn't offering truth. He's offering a weapon. A reason to turn against Caden. A justification for whatever he's planning.
But even knowing that, the words keep echoing. Poisoned. Silenced. Buried. If any part of it is true, then everything I believed about my mother's death was a lie. Everything I believed about the pack was a lie. Everything I believed about Caden was built on a foundation that might crumble.
"What favor?" I hear myself ask.
"Information about Caden's strategy for the Blood Moon Trial. His alliances. His weaknesses. You're in a unique position to observe him. His executive assistant, living in his building, trusted with his schedule and his secrets." Victor leans forward. "Help me ensure he doesn't destroy what's left of the old ways. Help me preserve the pack your mother died to protect."
I stand up. My legs are shaking but my voice is steady. "I need to think."
"Of course." He presses a business card into my hand. "Take the time you need. But understand this. Caden knows the truth about your mother. He's known for years. And he chose to keep it from you. Whatever he's offering, whatever bond you think you still share, you're just a tool to him. The same way your mother was a threat."
I walk out of the café into the cold Manhattan sunlight. The card in my hand is heavy as a stone. Caden's note is in my bag, his warning still fresh. Don't take it. You're not his ally. You're his leverage.
But what if Victor is also telling the truth?
What if both men are using me, and I've been a pawn from the beginning?
---
I don't go back to the office.
I walk. Down 57th, across Broadway, past crowds of people who have no idea that the woman passing them in a charcoal suit is carrying a secret that could ignite a war between the oldest wolf families in North America. The city is loud and indifferent and utterly human, and for the first time in five years, I feel like an intruder in it.
My phone buzzes. Caden.
I let it go to voicemail.
It buzzes again. This time a text. Margaret said you left the building. Where are you?
I type and delete six responses. Finally, I send: Needed air. Back soon.
The lie sits in my chest like swallowed glass.
By the time I reach Central Park, the afternoon is fading. The trees are bare, skeletal fingers against a gray sky, and the cold is starting to seep through my suit jacket. I find a bench near the reservoir and sit, watching the water shiver in the wind.
My wolf stirs. Faint. Groggy. But awake enough to speak.
You're panicking, she says.
"I'm thinking."
You're thinking in circles. Ask him.
"Ask who? Victor, who has proof but wants me to betray Caden? Or Caden, who knew about my mother and said nothing?"
Both, she says. Neither. I don't care about the men. I care about the truth. So should you.
She's right. Not about the men. About the truth.
I pull out Caden's note and read it again. I know you don't trust me. Trust this. He was warning me about Victor's approach before Victor even called. Which means he knew what Victor would offer. Which means he knows about my mother.
And he didn't tell me.
The betrayal is colder than the wind off the reservoir. Five years of silence. Five years of me believing my mother died of illness while Caden knew better and chose to keep it. Whatever else Victor might be, whatever else he might want, that single fact is undeniable.
I stand up. Pull my phone out. Call Caden.
He answers on the first ring. "Where are you?"
"Central Park. Near the reservoir."
A pause. "I'll be there in fifteen minutes."
"I'm not running," I say. "I'm not going anywhere. But when you get here, you're going to tell me the truth about my mother. All of it. No lies. No omissions. No attempts to control the narrative."
The silence on the other end is long enough that I check the screen to make sure he hasn't hung up. Then he says, very quietly, "I'll tell you everything. I should have told you five years ago."
"Yes," I say. "You should have."
I hang up and sit on the bench and wait. The sun sinks lower. The reservoir shivers. And somewhere to the south, I feel the first faint flicker of the bond through the suppression. Not waking. Not breaking.
Just stirring. Just threatening to.
Finally, my wolf whispers.
I don't answer. I'm too busy preparing for the truth that might destroy what little is left between us.