The car glides through Manhattan with the smoothness of a blade through silk.
I sit in the leather backseat with my hands folded in my lap and my eyes fixed on the window, watching the city smear past in streaks of gold and neon. Caden is beside me. Not touching. Not speaking. Just existing in the space next to me with the quiet intensity of a storm that hasn't decided when to break.
The driver stopped being a person five minutes ago. He's a silhouette. A pair of hands on a wheel. The partition between us is up, which means we're alone in a capsule of black leather and expensive silence and the scent of him, which I'm trying very hard not to breathe in.
I fail.
Sandalwood. Rain on hot stone. Something under that, wild and patient and hungry, that my wolf recognizes before my brain can name it.
"Stop," Caden says.
The word isn't for me. The car pulls to the curb. Outside the window, my apartment building rises into the night, familiar and shabby and suddenly small, like something I've outgrown without noticing.
"I told you to take me to your office," I say.
"I changed my mind."
"You said we had unfinished business."
"We do." He turns to look at me, and the gold in his eyes has shifted. Darker now. Older. Less CEO and more Alpha. "But it's late. You're tired. And I don't conduct personal business in offices."
My heart lurches sideways. "Personal business."
"Is there another kind between us?"
The question lands in the space between us, heavy and unanswerable. I should open the door. I should walk into my building and lock myself in my apartment and take a suppressant and pretend this car ride never happened.
Instead, I say, "What do you want, Caden?"
He doesn't answer immediately. His jaw works, muscle flexing beneath skin, and I remember that tell. I used to know all his tells. This one means he's choosing his words carefully. Weighing outcomes. Calculating risks.
"When you left," he finally says, "you didn't just reject the bond. You rejected everything. The pack. Your family. Your own nature." His voice is level, but there's something underneath it. Something that's been buried for five years and is only now pushing through the surface. "I want to understand why."
"You know why."
"Do I? Because what I remember is you standing in front of three hundred witnesses, announcing that you didn't want this life. That you didn't want me. And then you were gone. No explanation. No goodbye. Just absence."
The word hits me harder than it should. Absence. He's been carrying my absence for five years like a wound that won't close.
"I was eighteen," I say. "I was scared. I didn't know how to be what everyone expected me to be."
"And now?"
"Now I'm thirty. And I still don't know."
Something shifts in his expression. The hard line of his mouth softens, just slightly, just enough to remind me of the boy who used to look at me like I was the only thing in the world worth looking at.
"Then let me help you figure it out."
"I don't need your help."
"You need something." He leans closer, and suddenly there's not enough air in the car. "You've been starving your wolf for five years, Lila. I can smell it on you. The suppressants. The denial. The way you flinch every time the bond stirs. You're killing yourself slowly, and you don't even realize it."
"I'm fine."
"You're lying."
I am lying. We both know it. The wolf inside me is thin and desperate and clawing at my ribs, and every second I spend in this car, breathing his scent, feeling his presence through the bond, makes her stronger.
"What do you want?" I ask again.
Caden reaches into his jacket and pulls out a slim leather folder. The same one from this morning. The same Blackwood crest. He holds it out to me.
"Read it."
I don't take it. "What is it?"
"The real contract. Not the employment agreement you signed this morning. The one that matters."
My fingers close around the folder. The leather is warm from his body. I open it. Inside is a single sheet of paper, handwritten in the same dark ink as the note about the dress.
Contract Seal Agreement
By the ancient laws of the Silver Moon Dominion, the undersigned agree to the following terms:
1. The Mate Bond between Caden Blackwood and Lila Thorne shall be voluntarily suppressed for a period of six months, effective immediately upon signing.
2. During this period, Lila Thorne will reside in Blackwood Tower, Suite 42, and serve as Executive Assistant to the Alpha.
3. At the end of six months, should either party choose to dissolve the bond permanently, the other shall release them without challenge, blood feud, or retribution.
4. The cost of suppression shall be borne equally.
5. This agreement is binding under pack law and sealed by blood.
My hands are shaking. "You want to suppress the bond?"
"I want to give you a real choice." His voice is quieter now. Quieter and somehow more dangerous. "The bond between us has been screaming for five years. You feel it. I feel it. Neither of us can think clearly with it howling in our ears. So we silence it. For six months. During that time, you work for me. You live in my territory. You interact with me as a colleague, not a mate. And at the end of it, if you still want to leave, you walk away. No non-compete. No consequences. No bond tying you to me."
"And if I don't sign?"
"Then the bond stays. And so does the non-compete. And we keep doing this dance until one of us breaks."
I stare at the paper. The terms are clean. Brutal in their simplicity. He's offering me exactly what I said I wanted. A professional arrangement. A way out. Freedom, real freedom, at the end of six months.
So why does it feel like a trap?
"Suite 42," I say. "You want me to live in your building."
"The suppression requires proximity. The ancient magic doesn't work if we're separated by half the city."
"That's convenient."
"It's necessary." He pauses. "You negotiated to keep your apartment. I'm countering. Suite 42 is larger than your apartment. It has a kitchen and a view and a door that locks from the inside. You'll have privacy. I'm not proposing we share a bed."
The word bed lands in my stomach like a stone. I ignore it.
"Who else has signed one of these?"
"No one alive." Another pause. "My father used one. It killed him."
I look up sharply. "What?"
"The suppression has a cost. It drains the one who carries it. My father used it to suppress his bond with a woman he refused to claim, and the drain weakened him. When challengers came, he wasn't strong enough to fight them off. He died protecting a secret he never should have kept."
The revelation hits me like cold water. His father. Dead because of a contract like this. And Caden is offering me the same rope, knowing exactly what it did to the last man who held it.
"Why would you risk that?"
He meets my eyes. "Because living with the bond half-alive for five years has already been killing me. At least this way, I get six months of clarity. Six months with you present. Six months to prove that what we had wasn't just biology and instinct."
"And if you're wrong?"
"Then I let you go."
The words hang in the air between us. I search his face for the lie, the manipulation, the hidden trap door. I can't find it. Either he's telling the truth, or he's become a much better liar in the five years I've been gone.
"If I sign this," I say slowly, "the bond goes quiet. For six months. I can think clearly. Work clearly. No wolf howling in my ear every time you walk into a room."
"Correct."
"And at the end, I choose. And you honor it. No loopholes. No revenge."
"On my blood and my pack."
I look down at the paper. My wolf is silent. Waiting. Even she knows this is a moment that will define everything that comes after.
The car is still. The city hums outside the windows, oblivious and indifferent. Somewhere in the distance, a siren wails and fades.
"When do I have to decide?"
Caden reaches past me and opens the car door. The night air rushes in, cold and sharp and human.
"You have until tomorrow morning." He holds my gaze for one long, unbearable moment. "But Lila? Ask yourself this. Are you running from the bond? Or are you running from what happens if you stop?"
I step out of the car on legs that barely feel like my own. The leather folder is still in my hands. His contract. His bargain. His last, best offer.
The door closes. The car pulls away. I stand on the sidewalk outside my apartment building, clutching a decision I'm not ready to make, while somewhere inside my chest, the wolf who has been starving for five years whispers a single word.
Stay.