Joshua: Enough!, just get out, I have no time for your useless arguments over something that isn't worth being argued about
Me: Fine, you're useless anyway
[I quickly came out of his car and ran]
[I could hear him yelling "What did you just say"]
[I arrive at home totally exhausted and quickly opened the door entered the house and locked it]
[I quickly wash my hands and changed my clothes and went back to the living room to read]
[After like 20 minutes later, I hear a loud knock on the door, I anxiously stood up a bit terrified, I go close to the door and opened it slightly to check who it was]
[But the person behind pushed the door with great force, knocking me down]
[I held my back In pain]
[And looked up to see Joshua]
Me: What is wrong with you
Joshua: You tell me
[He goes closer to me]
Joshua: What a surprise, did you dress up like that for me
Me: What do you mean
Joshua: You know exactly what I mean
Me: Leave
Joshua: Make me [He smirks at me]
[I felt very uncomfortable, with all my strength, I tried pushing him out, but he swiftly moved away from me and pushed me to a chair nearby]
[He laughs]
Joshua: Did you really think..[He continues laughing]
[I silently just stare at him, He approaches me and pins me down with his grip]
Me: Get off me
[I yell loudly]
Joshua: Or else what
[His hand moved up my face down to my shoulders]
[I shudder a little]
[I try my best to use my legs and push him away but he uses his own leg to pin mine down]
[The only thing I could do was scream]
[So I screamed as loud as I could, but he quickly put his hand over my mouth]
[I look at him angrily and mumbled]
Me: What you're about to do is a sin STOP
Joshua: Who cares
Me: I do [I mumbled]
[He hand moves down to my waist and he slowly caresses it]
[I was at the verge of just letting him go on until, a wave of energy rushed over me like an electric shock]
[And forcefully released one of my he. hands from his grip and pushed him away]
[He still held on, bringing me along as he fell]
[But I bit his hand hard and he let me go]
[I screamed loudly]
Me: Me and you are done, don't ever contact me again
[He looked at me angrily and groaned in pain]
[A little tear rolled down my cheek, I was scared for what he was gonna do next and I didn't wait to find out, I ran out of the house as fast as I could and kept running till I was sure as I was far away]
[I stopped and sat where I stood and cried deeply]
[I was so overwhelmed, I couldn't control my emotions at that minute]
[I've tried understanding him, I've tried to forgive him, I've tried to be caring and tolerate everything he has done to me, I even apologize to him when it's not my fault, I try to cheer him up when his down, I do everything he says, I ask if he was always okay, but not one has he done to me, all the time I would seek for his attention, I've lost all my friends because of him, my mom warned me before but I didn't listen, how I wish I did, none of this could have happened, how I wish I focused on the Lord more, rather than caring for someone who doesn't care me.
[After half an hour later, I stopped crying and wiped my tears away]
[I realized I left my phone at home]
[I smacked my palm to my forehead]
Me: What am I gonna do now..