SIXTY-TWO Four – Mike – Tom – Simon – Pete – Her I lost track of the days, the difference between day and night and any sense of time. Some minutes stretched for hours when I just wanted it to be over, but it felt like I'd only just gone to sleep when someone else would hurt me and wake me up to start all over again. I was always tired. Maybe the pain or the horror of it made me so sleepy. Sometimes I was even too tired to fight, too tired to spit the insults at them that I was thinking. Maybe they hurt me less because they didn't get much of a reaction to whatever they did to me. Maybe they hurt me more to get a reaction. There were four of them who hurt me, all different. One of them was there more often, a big bully who'd crush me under his weight. He was rough and strong and he pr

