Nicole
I woke up with that feeling that my body is already on alert, already on fire, just knowing that I'm going to his house now and that I will have to face him every morning. I don't know how to react to it, because my body seems to betray me. I can't even hide the tension near him, and he doesn't even try to restrain himself around me.
I know he's not like the other guys from the favela who keep bothering me on social media but make jokes about my body in person. That doesn't actually bother me, but it makes me uncomfortable not knowing someone's real intentions. I am very suspicious when it comes to getting involved with anyone; I am cautious about everything, and that makes me shut myself off. That is why I have never gotten involved with anyone here on the hill.
I got up and wen
