Four months had passed, and I had grown familiar with the bustling cities and quiet towns of the human world. I had learned to blend in, navigating the busy streets and marketplaces with ease. Yet, despite the vibrant life around me, a piece of my heart remained tethered to the shore, where I often found myself gazing at the horizon, hoping to catch a glimpse of Lucas.
Since arriving on land, I had not seen him. The world above was vast, far larger than I had imagined, and the idea of finding one man among millions felt almost impossible.
I often wondered: was Lucas even real? Or was he just a figment of my imagination, a creation of my longing for something more? To me, he felt like the only friend I had in this unfamiliar world. Yet, why was he so elusive? Why couldn’t I find him?
One day, as I walked through the town, the air was filled with the scent of pine and the sound of cheerful chatter. It was almost Christmas—a holiday I had only heard about from the old woman and my grandpa, who had taken me in. People bustled about, decorating trees, stringing lights, and hanging wreaths on doors. Vendors sold ornaments, candy canes, and mistletoe on every corner, and the streets sparkled with a magical glow.
The old woman, my sole companion on land, reminded me of the approaching holiday. “Christmas is a special time, my dear,” she said, her voice warm and full of wonder. “Soon, the decorations will be complete, and the Big City Tree will be lit. People come from all over the world to make their wishes there. And you know what? Many believe those wishes come true before Christmas.” She winked at me, her smile encouraging. “Perhaps you should try it.”
Her words lingered in my mind. A wish. It sounded so simple, so full of hope, yet I couldn’t help but feel skeptical. Could a single wish undo all the pain and longing in my heart? Could it restore the life I had left behind?
As I wandered through the town, lost in thought, memories of my family surfaced. I missed my grandfather dearly. His warm laughter and gentle wisdom had always been a source of comfort. Now, in this strange world, I felt the ache of his absence more than ever.
“This is all my fault,” I whispered to myself, the weight of my choices pressing down on me. “My selfishness brought me here. If only I could take it all back, if only nature could forgive me…” My voice trailed off as tears welled up in my eyes.
But just as the first tear threatened to fall, a gentle hand rested on my shoulder. It was the old woman, her gaze filled with understanding. “Not here, child,” she said softly. “You’re in public. Save your tears for a quiet moment. There’s always time to grieve, but never forget to keep moving forward.”
Her words steadied me, though the ache in my heart remained. Perhaps she was right. Perhaps the Big City Tree held more than just a promise of wishes—it held a glimmer of hope, a chance to believe in something greater than myself.
As Christmas approached, I resolved to visit the tree. If nothing else, it would be a moment to reflect, to let my heart hope, even if just for a little while.
placed the festive Christmas cap on my head, securing it after some effort, whispered softly to myself, my words blending into the hum of the bustling crowd, "I wish I could see Lucas… if he’s real."
The world around me shimmered with the enchantment of the holiday season—twinkling lights danced in windows, cheerful music filled the air, and the warm laughter of families echoed through the streets. But deep within her, a quiet longing persisted, one that no festive glow could ease.
With the cap now snugly in place, I turned my gaze toward the towering, incomplete Christmas tree at the heart of the city square. Its branches stretched toward the sky, half-dressed in ornaments, promising a grandeur yet to come.
"I’ll come back to make my wish when the decorations are finished," a faint smile gracing my lips, as if holding onto a glimmer of hope amid the bittersweet ache in my heart