Monica POV "You alright there?" Derek asks me as he stands back up and leans over me. "Better than alright." I put my arms around his neck and let him lift me up as he stands. "I love you, so f.ucking much." "Love you warrior." We spend the rest of the night together, talking things through and preparing for tomorrow. After Derek relaxed me with his skilled tongue, he made me train with him for a few hours so I'd be ready to fight J, then we went to bed, excitement and anxiety bubbling up inside of me for tomorrow. We get up the next morning and the anxiety I had been feeling last night is now the predominate emotion. Not for me, I'm more than ready for my fight against J, but for the trial with Jeremy and Colin. They had friends in this pack, family, and this will be a slap in the fa

