Monica POV
I wake up early after a fitful night's sleep. For once though, it wasn't nightmares of my kidnapping that kept me up, it was thoughts of my parents. My father and I have always been close, so I hate this distance between us, but he has to understand that what he did, the way he acted, was not okay and I won't just forgive him for forgiveness' sake. The other thing that was weighing on me was my decision to ask my mother about her infertility. It's not something we've ever really talked about. She mentioned it once but only to say that she would have had more pups if she could have. I get out of bed, careful not to wake Derek, he'll be mad that I left the room without him, but I don't want to wake him up. He thinks I don't know that he stays up late every night, making sure I fa
