Abused and secrets

Meeting Laura

Here we go again this pastor keep turning me as if by turning me around the demon disturbing me will leave this is insane we have been doing this for 5hours now and it 2:00am in the morning and feeling dizzy already and I want to sleep so badly I wanted to do my trick of falling and resting even for a little bit but no this pastor has been persistence this time in keeping me off my feet I'm still  casting and binding but this is getting so weird I can't deal with this right now saying to myself I need to sleep badly after hours of non-stop pushing and turning 6 a.m. they allowed  me to sleep I was so grateful for it I never felt this grateful in my life in my head sarcastically , now I need to rest.

It been four years now 10years old in basic five wow I can't believe  this is my last year in basic school I want to get out of this horror of a school as soon as possible, that day I want to school like any other day we were in class that day when the headmaster came to the class with a girl well a new girl I think she will be in our class , The girl just small in stature and she was just looking at everyone nervously and the headmaster introduce the girl to our class teacher there talked for a while then the headmaster left,and the teacher turned saying this is Laura class she would be joining us this year ,so please be kind to her ok, everyone just nodded ok let's see where u would be seating down ok there is an empty besides Mercy that girl over there u can seat there ok ,ok the girl said and she walked straight to the seat beside me and sat down I said hi my name is mercy and you ,she looked at me and smiled my name is Laura nice to meet you she said and from that day she became my first ever best friend in school we did things together she loves reading novels and had lots and lots of which I too love to read she would borrow me to read sometimes I take it home to finish then return it to her the next day or week,all the time I can't wait to get to school to see her,and she was also intelligent.

Back at home I still get tormented beaten GLORY the architect of them all and Beauty was just not helping at all, she would even intimidate me feeling she is more beautiful than anyone else,and she is so neat,and brilliant too I give her that, but we still talk sometimes when she is really in a good mood .

Time run so fast here I am writing my final exam in basic school and graduating I was so happy new life and new school awaits me wow have been waiting for this day like my whole life to get out of this school,after that I found out that Laura was intending to go to the  same junior high school I fancied alot wow this is just great in no time I got admitted to one of the best school in town I give that to my mom ,she loves education alot but somehow you have to pay for it ,with work like alot of work at home in the farm God I work my butt off basically everyday and in which GLORY did not make it easy for me one bit,but am so happy that my friend Laura was there in school with me and I meant one of my friend in church in that same school and same class wow am so happy to meet people that liked me here but of course as you meet the good ones so you meet the bad ones Beauty was here in upper class with her gang of high class in school she don't even give a damn about me she just pretend that she don't know me so I wouldn't embarrass her in front of her high class friends with my way of dressing and all I was a total nerd like seriously trying to fit in and yes of course some of my old class mates in basic school are here too,great just great now at least those ones made new friends hear and seems to forget all about me and I guess new school new resolution for them ,but now I got friends here too both Laura and benedicta are my new friends and benedicta always fight away those who try to bully me she was a feisty one and I  love her for it ,she is like that sister I never had she always got my back, now am 11years old and so many things change I had a crush now,well he was in the same class as me ,how will I describe him he was a Greek God in school,like he makes all the girls in school go head over heels for him they are all always flirting around him and which I was there only stirring at him and he can't notice me because I was not his class and with all this girls around him wouldn't let him breathe always teasing him well I heard he had a girlfriend in our second year in junior school well I wish one day he will just look at my side I said dreamily to myself,yea right keep dreaming I said to myself and want back to what am doing.

Now am in year two in junior high school and so far it wasn't easy for me but am facing it not knowing that  something is about to hit me and hit me hard ,ok I always give Laura little money to save for me to get some novels I love and she had been good at it ,so one day after I closed from school I was walking down to our new house my mom rented Cox she said that she no longer  liked that one we are in before so she got this one ,so when I got home I drop my bag I was so exhausted that I can't even feel myself and I had a million house chores to do and I haven't eaten yet I was about to make dinner when I heard a knock on our door I opened the door to my surprise I saw Laura there with a man standing behind her I was surprised happy and confused at  this strange visiting and the man standing beside her spoke up immediately asking me are you mercy Laura's friend I said yes, did you give Laura money today I answered yes , how much he asked and I answered #50 naria,for her to get me a novel ,then the man look at me and said so you give her #7,000naria ,to get you a phone wait what I mouthed in sock answer me he said immediately I said no I can't give her such money where will I get such amount from Laura have I ever gave you such kind of money to my surprise she said yes it was me that give her the money and asked her to get me a phone with it, like now what the hell on Earth is going on here I said in my head before I knew it the man asked where is your mother working and without thinking I told him I was so lost right now sock was understatement of the century then a again I heard another horror infact night mare the man said am going to her to report this right away he didn't even wait a minute he drag Laura out before I knew it they were out of my site , like what da hell am so dead right now who is going to save me from this I started crying kneeling down wait for the worst to come "am dead".....