Will I was surrounded by clothes, costumes, makeup, and basically another version of Hell and yet I couldn't wipe the grin from my face. She'd always had a beautiful voice, angelic, and it always pissed me off that she never shared it with the world, that acting was more important when she could have made a killing on Broadway. The only song she ever agreed to sing was Lighthouse the one song that when I recorded it for my own solo release... She had been too busy getting high to lay down the tracks. It had become a thing. The tardiness. Losing weight. Losing interest. Losing the light behind her eyes. And I hated that she refused help as if nothing was wrong with what she was doing. And I still didn't know why. I knew there was pain there, I knew there was misery, but why self-

