My Mafia Husband

Alex POV 3:

 "How is she doctor?" Mom asked. "She is barely living. If you would have been late by at least a day, she would have died. She was r***d very badly because of which she lost a lot of blood and her private parts are bleeding. We cleaned her up and stopped bleeding for now. We are giving her blood. she has a c***k on her head, broken ribs and her neck was chocked pretty bad that her vocal cord is damaged. I think she may take a lot of time to talk again. She needs full healing and complete bed rest if she lives." He said. My mom cried very bad and asked doctor "Please save her doctor, please". 

"We are trying everything we can ma'am, but now if she wakes in the next 24 hours then its a good thing and all she needs is to rest and get well. But if not, that means she is in coma. We don't know when she will wake up or if she wakes up or not. So you have to pray to god that she wakes up in 24 hours." He said. After the doctor left. I was shocked still thinking what doctor said "She damaged her vocal cord? She could not speak ? Is that why she did not speak anything? I was terrified now not knowing what to do" Mom looked at me and said "One of your men r***d her. Find out who it is. I want him dead.". I looked down ashamed and said "Its me mom. I was very angry and I.." Mom did not let me complete and she slapped me. I just stood there hanging my head low.

Mom was crying hard and said "I am the one that made mistake by letting your mistakes slide Alex. I thought once you are grown up and once you fell in love, you will forget your anger on all the women and also change your thinking. But I was wrong. It was me who did the mistake by selecting her for you. But she is the one that's receiving the punishment. You can leave now. You have done enough. I tried to love you as your mother. I tried to care for you once I learnt that I done a mistake. But all you did was push me away. You never wanted our relation ship to go back to usual.  You had fixed you mind that all women are gold diggers and you don't want to change your thought. But you know what Bella never wanted your money. She never even wanted her dad's money. She earned her own money because in your business you get money by threatening and killing people. She never wanted the money that had other's blood on it. She wanted to go out of this world by marrying someone who loves her. But she respects her parents and she agreed to marry you for their dignity. She even wanted to try out the marriage even when she knew about your mentality towards women just because I asked to give you a chance. She was happy with little things in her life. She was happy with the one hour you spent with her. She was happy that you allowed her to change your home and let her be a part of it. She was happy with cooking food for you even if you never gave any comments on it. Did she ever ask a penny for what she did? No right. She never asked anything. She even planned to pre pone your marriage. She wanted to propose to you on your birthday night. She never wanted you to tell her that you love her all She wanted was to hear you say her that you will give her a chance. Just once so that she can show how much she loves you. She wanted to change the way you thought about women but now I don't think she will  even be able to think anything about you other than you scarring her for life. Please leave now Alex, Please don't ever show your face to me ever again. You have done enough till now. You can do whatever you want. I will never tell you to do anything. You can sleep with anyone. You can marry anyone. You can do anything and I will not care. Please leave me NOW". I left my parents and walked towards my car. 

My mother's words kept ringing in my ears. She is true. I knew Bella is an innocent girl from the first meeting, but I kept on denying myself that. All because I don't I thought "All girls were gold diggers." If I had just accepted and trusted her, We would not be in this situation. If I at least talked to her once about her interests, she would have told me she is interested in paintings. I was very much blinded by anger and rage towards women that I did not even ask her explanation. I should know that not everything seen is true. It is one of the first lessons my dad taught me. Not to believe everything my eyes saw. I exactly did that. I don't even know what needs to be done now. 

She is the only women I loved my entire life. Even though I spent very little time with her, she managed to make into my head and my heart. She too loved me. As per mom, She would have proposed to me today. Even though I would have said the outer world that I accepted her because of my dad, I would have been very happy because I too loved her in my heart. Why did this happen to us? Now what will I do? I need to know what happened first before taking another decision I regret.

I was thinking about all these things when Ronin called me. I rubbed my face with my palms and picked up the call.