Michael My family is going nuts, showering congratulations and good wishes on Charlotte. An assortment of the old biddies are already grouping, discussing baby showers, knitting patterns and exchanging blood-curdling stories of their time in labor… Time for a sharp exit… I catch James’ eye across the room… Is he okay? But he gives me a thumbs-up and a wide, white smile. Yup… Okay… Where’s Ben? Charlotte’s hand linked with mine, I cast around the room, searching for my brother. I don’t see him. Depositing my lovely wife in the arms of her laughing-crying-smiling-weeping mother, “I’ll not be long…” Where is he? And I scent trouble in the air… ***** I find him outside, glass in hand. “Ben?” He turns, and all the camaraderie and any pretense of good humor has vanished. “What?”

