unfortunate life

Charpter 1 : The past

 To some people everything is right with the world and that life will always go there way but for me life isn't always the best it could be but hey that won't stop me from doing my best and seeing out the the true meaning of life. hi my name is jasper and let me me tell you i should have gave up on my life but i knew that there will always be a bigger , brighter side to everything. 

when i was born my mother had very bad complications and ended up passing away i was given to my father but i don't call him that...anymore. as for my life when i was growing up i noticed the my father wasn't going down the right path anymore  , he started to drink more and he turn to the worst person  you could ever imagine. when i hit the age of 17 my father started to abuse me and rape me for his own satisfaction. When i told my other family what would happen he would punish me, telling me to know my place . i remember so clearly that i still haunts me him telling it it was all my fault he blames me for killing his wife and to be honestly i truly feel like it is my fault. As the years went on the day got worse but i knew it was going to get better but my father got drunker and drunker until one day i was sitting in my room and that when it all came down.all i was doing was writing a story staying quiet that when i heard it foot steps up the stair i try to hide my writing but i was to late. 

"HEY YOU!! f*****g s**t HEAD WHAT THE f**k ARE YOU DOING !" my father grab me by my throat and was choking me while hitting me in my stomach ,"please...let..go..i ..cant breathe" my vision started to fade i was Scratching at his arms he tried to get him to let go of my neck" HOW DARE YOU SCRATCH AT ME IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT YOU KILLED HER YOU DID YOU KILLED HER YOU SHOULD HAVE DIE NOT HER!!" he threw me down on the hard floor and got on top of me ,and was hitting me over and over again , i put my arms up to protect my face as i lay there punch after punch tear falling down "p-please ..stop p-p-please..." i said crying

" aww does the Faggot want me to stop p-p-please stop" as he mocked me " you need to learn your place little boy " he started to undo his belt, i look at him with horror "please ! No not that please don't do this please !!" I practically yelling at him as tears were falling harder down my face.

 he picked me up and turn me around to where my ass was up, " ohhh come on you know you love this d**k in your ass hole look " as he thrusted his d**k in my butt" it's practically sucking me in" i bursted out crying in pain begging him to stop over and over again" please it hurt please stop i'll do anything!!" I yelled desperately " you will so anything " he said snickering to himself as he thrusting harder " AHH YES ANYTHING PLEASE ANYTHING " as he was thrusting i could feel myself blacking out i was hoping for sweet bless but he took my shoulder and slammed me down hard into his d**k and i could feel myself losing my will to black out.

" ohh no you don't your not getting out of this and you said anything right so how about this you shut up and take it like the faggot you are!" He yelled in my ear then he grab a sick and shoved in my mouth to shut me up started to thrust faster and faster " mhhh hmmmm mmm!!!" I tried to yell at him but i couldn't " oh shut up.. " he was breathing hard so i knew what was going to happen "MMMM MMMM!!!!" i tried again tears coming down my face " SHUT UP YOU PIECE OF s**t im going c*m in ..this...faggot ass" as he yelled he grabbed my hip and thrust deep in my and came inside " there that will keep you in your place remember " as he got up fixed his pant then grab my face painfully " your nothing but a low like punching bag, then he threw me on the floor and walked away. I was there left raped by my own father i cried until i fell unconscious mumbling " one....day...".