Bella
Maybe it's selfish, but I don't remember ever feeling so alone.
My best friend has left for her honeymoon, my other best friend is home visiting family, and I’d die before contacting my ex. James was a real piece of work, and he absolutely messed me up in the worst ways possible.
I know that Thea was right when she said he was a narcissist, but I didn't realize how deep he had his claws in me until it was far too late. Maybe I was just desperate, just wanted someone to love me so much... and he made me feel loved. Well, sometimes. When it was good, it was good, but when it was bad, it was the worst thing I've ever experienced in my life.
He could somehow take me from feeling loved and on top of the world to feeling lower than dirt and absolutely miserable, crying in a puddle in t
