Thea
In all honesty, I've been hiding under the blankets at home trying to figure out what to do next with my life because it feels like starting over...again.
I didn't think I could manage to start over once, but somehow I'd survived.
Now that I have to start over again, I don't know that I have it in me.
Not yet, at least. And with the possibility of a baby growing within me, I'm terrified to try to start a new job or do anything else, because what if I am pregnant? What happens then?
For the first time in my life, the future looks absolutely terrifying and I'm not sure how to proceed. I’ve always been able to make plans to look forward to the future, to have bright ideas and feel excitement toward how things might turn out. Now I'm just afraid.
I've never felt so small in my entir
