'Pray' For This Dude

Chapter Six

Craig -

I woke up from a tapping noise on my window. I picked up my phone which read 5:30 am. I wonder who could it be. I rose up, rubbing my face and hair then looking out the window. Ray smiled and I got up to open it.

"Hey, babe." He said looking up at me lustfully. Oh, I know where this is leading to and I'm not sure I'm in the mood to pick back up where we left off. I'm still upset about what his dad told me. I can't blame him for not really sticking up for me, he's not ready to come out yet, but I still wish he would have done or said something. "Hey,"

"Craig, look, I'm so sorry about my dad. I know you're still mad but don't let him get to you." He places his warm clammy hands on my shoulder looking at me worried.

"Ray it's fine." He moved his hands down, touching my arm, pulling me towards him. "This weekend comes to sleep over at my house, my dads isn't going be there."

"You want me to stay with you?" I said pointing a finger at me, then pointing it at his house. He shook his head fast and smiled, with that gorgeous smile of his. "Of course, you're my baby now." He confirmed, laying me on the bed, kissing my neck. He lifted up my shirt, smirking.

"Damn babe you are packed," I smirked, thrust upon him. He licked down my stomach curving his tongue around my abs. He slid my boxers down tracing his long fingernail down my now excite d**k. Gripping it roughly, pulling long hard strokes in his hands with it.

"Ray! Go faster!" I moaned out. He bopped it, making the skin rub up and down in his nice, soft large hands. He took his snake tongue licking the tip. Making my hormones go crazy.

"You think you deserve to get your d**k suck again Cj?" A big grin came upon his face as he blew on it. I couldn't take this teasing anymore. I grabbed the back of his head forcing his mouth on it.

"Suck it, Ray!!" I gyrate my hips in his mouth, shoving it in deeper. I felt it hit the back of this throat multiple times. He wrapped his lips around the tip still holding my c**k in his hand sucking even harder.

"Ray, like that!" I arched my back f*****g his mouth. My hand grasps his head pushing it up and down on it, he deep throated it, gliding his teeth on top. "Ray, do that again!" I felt him chuckle and repeat the previous move. I shot my seed into his mouth and he lapped it up swallowing it all.

"Damn..." I whispered. "Sweet." He said, pecking my lips. We laid in bed together for a while then I rolled over to look at him. "Hey,"

"Yeah?"

"I want to tell you something, or about someone." He moved around the bed and faced me. "Okay, tell me."

"It's about this guy, his name is Trevor, I dated him before you and he was in the closet as well." I could tell Ray was getting a bit jealous, but I want him to understand me and the hurt I've been through.

"He's a football player and I was his best friend in everyone's eyes but behind closed doors, we were more. Anyways I decided I was ready to come out, my parents had already known I was gay, but my school didn't and I wanted everyone to know. I was tired of always shooting down girls and breaking their hearts and at some point, it gets to be too much hiding your sexuality, so I made a plan on how I will come out."

Flashback

I grabbed my bag and an apple. I kissed my mom on the cheek while she was sitting on the couch reading the morning ewspaper and sipping coffee as I ran out, "Craig..." She called out. I stopped in my tracks and faced her.

"Yes, ma'am?"

"Why are you in such a rush this morning? You hate waking up in the morning and going to school?"

"Mom, listen, I'm ready to come out to the school. I feel it in my heart, I can't keep pretending to be something I'm not and that's straight."

"Oh dear, are you sure? Let me wake up your father so we can talk this out."

"Ma' don't worry, everything is going to be fine, Trevor and I are going to tell everyone; together." I cheesed, biting on my lip. I was so excited to finally be myself.

"Awe okay sweetie, if anything happens, call me and I'll come to pick you up."

"Everything is going to be fine, bye mom." I walked outside feeling the fresh breeze on my face. Strolling up to school, I was greeted by the whole cheerleading team. I chucked, as they have no clue, but they will today.

"Oh my god Craig you're looking HOT like always."

"I'm not a temperature Lexi."

"When are you going to let me meet your d-" I turned around and cut her off from finishing her sentence. I don't want her to feel stupid later on today.

"I'm going to be announcing something at lunch, so make sure you're in the cafeteria." They all looked at each other confused and shrugged their shoulders, walking away.

"Hey man." Trevor rushed over to me.

"So, I'm going to do it."

"Cj are you serious?"

"Yes Trev, I have to let everyone know. Look at all these girls, looking up and down checking me out, and you. They all think they have a chance when they don't. I'm tired of saying I'm waiting for the right girl. I will never like a girl."

"Yeah, I understand, if you do it, I'll do it, I'm with you one hundred percent!" He smiled, intertwining his fingers in mine. It warmed my heart up. I loved having him as a boyfriend.

When we entered the school, he released my hand and walked over to the other football players. I can't wait to hold hands proudly around the school.

Lunchtime rolled around and I was ready to get this over with. My heart pounded in my chest. My palms were sweaty and shaky, I didn't think I'd be this nervous. Alright, let's just do it. "Uh, may I have all y'all fuckers attention." I flickered the cafeteria lights.

"Oh my god..." I heard Trevor say. "Son stop flicking the lights!"

"No janitor guy I have an announcement." I climb onto the table and clear my throat. "Shhhh shh, everyone shut the f**k up, janitor guy keeps flicking the lights." He obeyed and I started to speak.

"Well you see for a while I've, well, you know how all the girls like me and I show no interest in them and it's not because they're all thirsty or ugly, it's because well," Deep breaths, Craig deep breaths, "I'm Gay."

The whole cafeteria went silent, everyone turned and looked at each other then back at me. The janitor even stopped with the light and stared confusedly. I cleared my throat again.

"Uhh this is awkward, Trevor is there anything you would like to share?" He looked down and smiled then licked his lips. "Come on man," I said impatiently. He started to speak.

"I was best friends with a homo?"

"Huh, what?" Everyone started laughing. I stood there in shock. Mouth hung open with puzzlement written across my face. "You know how many times I've changed in front of you in the locker room." I looked at him, "but you're als-" He shook his head laughing, high five-ing one of his friends.

How could he do this to me? Was everything a lie? Did he just hang out with me to get me to make fun of myself? I jumped off the table and ran into the restroom.

"No, no this can't be happening, this must be a bad dream." I sat on the restroom floor, rocking myself back and forth. Moments later the asshole, fake friend, disgusting Trevor walks in.

"I knew I'd find you here." I got up off the floor and got in his face. "What the f**k was that?" I say with tears streaming down my bloated face. "Cj chill."

"Don't tell me to chill!! You humiliated me! 'I was best friends with a homo' the f**k was that!? I thought you were gay too."

"Lower your voice!" He spoke to me.

"Oh, so you really are?"

"Yes, I am."

"Then why did you do that to me? You said you were going to let everyone know."

"I wasn't ready Craig, I'm not ready to come out, but I want to be with you baby." He grabbed my waist and kissed me, trying to add tongue. I pushed him away wiping my mouth "Don't ever f*****g talk to me again, I don't want to date a closeted f**k!"

"You're overreacting."

"Am I?" I asked turning away from that evil monster and leaving the bathroom. "Craig come back!" I pulled my phone out and called my mom. "Please come pick me up." You could hear the hurt in my voice.

"Oh, baby me and your father are on our way."

"Okay..." I started walking out the building, guys are laughing, girls are looking at me gross. I didn't want any of y'all thirsty asses anyway. I Waited outside, tapping my foot. My dad finally pulled up with my mom in the passenger's seat.

I walked up to the car and she opened the door with open arms. I ran into them like I used to do when I was little, bursting into tears, gripping the top of her shirt pulling her down lightly.

"Shhh Baby." I kept whimpering, in her arms. My tears fell onto her shirt. I look up at my dad, my eyes red and puffy. He had a worried face. I knew he wasn't ashamed of me, just worried about the homophobes.

I dropped out of football and all the classes I had with Trevor. I still had like one, but I could deal with him just being in one class with me. I've ignored and avoided his presents either way. Nothing can redo what he has done and I will not forgive him, ever!

End of flashback

"So, you see that's why I have such a problem with dating someone who's in the closet because I'm afraid it's a prank or something."

"Oh my God, I had no idea you went through something like that. I'm not ready to come out but I promise you, I'll never do something like that to you." I nodded my head and gave him a kiss goodbye. I'm glad I got that off my chest, makes me feel like I can really trust Ray.

"Hey, why don't we skip school today?"

"What, I asked."

"Yeah you and me, we get up and get ready like we're going to school and skip together, we can spend the whole day going on little adventures." I thought about it for a little, and agreed.

"Okay,"

"Okay? I'll see you in a few hours." He gave me a peck on the cheek and out the window he went.