Cameron's POV:
I've never hurt so bad before in my life! The pain that I feel in my heart makes me feel as if I'm having a heart attack. My whole body is killing me! Almost worst than my heart! It's pain I never thought was humanly possible. On top of the pain in my body, my depression is kicking in high gear. All I can think about is, that if I can't have him, then I don't want to live. Nothing in life will be worth living if he isn't living with me, or dead, or whatever he is.
I couldn't handle having anyone in here with me which is why I had Emma leave. Just looking at her made me think about him because he's one of them too. Everything was making me think of him and that just made everything hurt worse. I couldn't seem to stop the tears and the pain just seemed to keep incr
