It's been a hellish week living with Augustus. Ever since that incident happened, we haven't really talked much. And for once, I stopped forcing myself on him. I knew I was desperate at that time because I couldn't stand it. It bothered me that he was ignoring me even though we both knew that what happened was just an accident. Neither of us wanted it to happen. However, this is how our life has been.
During the first few days, it was tough. I forced myself to get up and pretend that everything was fine when, in fact, it wasn't. Just like right now. He's getting ready to leave for work, going to the company. The last time I went to his company, it was a disaster. Knowing that many women are chasing after him makes me uncomfortable. It makes my insides twist with knots. But right now, I fe
