I don't know why I am telling him about me, about my life and about the twins. But something inside me was telling me to do so. And telling him made me feel comfortable. I know he wouldn't fully understand my situation. And also about my children but I don't care anymore. I don't wanna hide it. My children are more important to me now and it made me feel guilty that I had kept them from the world.
I took a deep breath and look at the sea. Any minute from now, the sunset will rise. How I wish I could be with with my children. I wished I could held them and hugged them tightly. Even just for now because I miss them so much already.
I missed seeing their smile and I missed their voices. If only I will be given a chance to go back home even just for one day, I will. And that one day, I wi
