Natasha's POV.
It is amazing being here in Scotland. Amazing and painful at the same time. I missed this place, but I miss my parents who I used to be here with. We don't really talked with Kyle much but when we started finally, it wasn't an easy topic. But I guess nothing is easy with me. I suffer. Nearly through the whole day. My smile is rarely honest, I feel like dying inside. Since I saw those pictures, I am fallen apart. Like I can't function anymore. I see their dead bodies every time I close my eyes. It was amazing being with Kyle tonight and he has already fallen asleep, but nights are no fun for me. I can barely sleep with these dreams I am having. I sneak out of the room to get some fresh air and maybe a tea, but I don't want to wake Kyle up. He would be just worried for me, an
