Natasha's POV I could finally open up to Kyle. And I asked for help. I was always told to ask for help but it's like one of the hardest things I have ever done. I had been at a psychologist after the accident, but it was compulsory. As soon as I could leave, I never went back. I won't tell how I feel to a total stranger. I could be hardly honest even with the ones I knew. I tried with Leo, but I just felt that he wants to protect me so much that he wants to make me not feel what I felt. It was like an invisible pressure to not let my true feelings be present. So, I stopped talking about what I felt cause I felt that I don't have the right to feel the way I felt. When everyone tries to make you believe that something is not your fault, you absolutely believe that it's your fault. Kyle pul

