Natasha's POV.
I woke up with fear. Someone was close to me. Someone was hugging me. Kyle didn't come this close in days. Not after coming out of the hospital. But I didn't let him close either. He sedates me whenever he feels right to, while he knows that that's the worst that I can feel. How can he love me when he is hurting me? I don't want all these meds. And I really don't want this psychologist. I don't wanna talk. I don't wanna feel. I just want to feel numb. I push Kyle away. I push everyone away. But they need to be away. Not to be hurt. The further they are from me, the less I can hurt them. My pain is enough for me, I don't want to burden anyone else with it.
I don't want it to be Kyle. And as I open my eyes, I see my fortress, Leo.
My tears escaped instantly like they were w
